They say if you really love someone you should accept everything and be happy for him/her even if it means losing them, and that's what I did. I let him go because he loved someone else. I accepted the fact that he no longer needs me.
We had a child, but he's not aware of it. We were in love but bullshit happens, he found someone way better than me and he left me.
Flashback
It was our 1st anniversary. I was the one to prepare a surprise for him, since he's an idol and is very busy. From the balloons, flower petals and food, I prepared all of those for our special day.
I am patiently waiting for him, my both arms leaning on the table, whilst staring at the candle that's slowly melting. I texted him 2 hours ago, he was still on their practise, I understood and waited for him but it's been 2 hours, he's not yet here. I smiled bitterly as tear dropped down my cheeks. I waited for another 2 hours but no Park Chanyeol came. I surrendered, maybe he have forgotten because of their busy schedule. I kept all the things I prepared one by one and went to my room, crying.
"Happy Anniversary babe. I love You." I sent him a message before I sleep. I may be a martyr but I'm just a woman in love.
The morning came, I lazily grabbed my phone hoping missed calls and texts from him. There were indeed but not from him, not a single message coming from Chanyeol. I scanned the messages and one caught my eye, a message from my bestfriend.
"Y/N-ah, I'm here, if you need someone to talk to. Please call me." my brows furrowed doesn't have any idea what she was talking about.
"Y/N-ah, I saw Chanyeol. remember when I called you asking about your surprise to him, you said he's still on their practise. He was'nt, I saw him with a girl, holding hands in a restaurant last night." My eyes are already watering and the phone screen is already blurry.
"He's a jerk Y/N! I want to kill him for hurting you." I can no longer bear the pain, so I set aside my phone. I'm already aware that he's seeing other girls, we even fought because of that. But because I love him so much I forgave him, you can say I'm a masochist, even if he's clearly hurting me I'm still accepting him. But I think this is too much, maybe I need to let him go. I made up my mind and confronted him, breaking up with him was the hardest decision I made, but it somehow gave me peacefulness, it felt like a big thorn was being pulled.
end of flashback..
After 6 years~~
When my both parents died in an accident, I moved to New York carrying my unborn son in my womb, time flies so fast and Loey is now 6 years old.
I was reading an invitation card that was sent to me from my best friend in Seoul. She's getting married. I want to refuse the invitation, I know that it's been a long time but I'm not still ready to step my foot again in Seoul, now that Loey is with me. But it's once in a lifetime event and this is her special day so I should come and besides Seoul is a large city so it's impossible to bumped with him.
After 1 week, we're now ready to land in Incheon Int Airport. Once the pilot and attendants informed our safe arrival, I woke my son up.
"Baby, open your eyes now. we're already here." He then slowly opened his sleepy eyes and smiled at me, showing off his dimples. We collected our things and walked through the waiting area where my bestfriend is waiting for us. When she finally saw me, I waved my hands. I clearly saw that she was shocked and her eyes widened when she saw Loey, I never told anyone not even her about Loey.
