Second part of "Satisfied"
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A week after he stumbled inside my apartment drunk, he came to me. I ignored his calls and told his members to stop seeing me. I never had the courage to say it to him personally because I know how weak I am for him.
I am in the kitchen when I heard someone is punching my passcode. The only person who knows my passcode is him and I didn't managed to change it, maybe because I don't expect him to come or maybe I'm still hoping that he would come one day. When I heard the door open, I inhale a good amount of air then walked towards the living room.
"Isn't it clear that I don't want to do this anymore Chanyeol? Didn't you get that I ignored your calls intentionally?" I said then sat on the couch. He seemed surprise when he saw me.
I acted fierce when in fact my knees are trembling.
"I just want to say sorry for what happened that night I was drunk. Suho told me everything and I know you won't believe me, the words that came out from my mouth meant nothing." He removed his cap and run his fingers on his hair. God knows how hot he looks right now, I looked away and pretended to not care at all.
There was an awkward silence. He dared not to speak.
"Are you done? You can leave now, I don't want to be involved with you anymore." I crossed my arms on my chest still not looking at him.
"I'm sorry Y/N! Please don't do this!"
My head turned to face him when I heard a loud thud. My eyes widened as soon as I saw him kneeling facing me.
He tried to reach for my hand but I pulled it right away.
"Get out. I don't want to see you anymore." I said calmly but with a stern voice.
He didn't budge on his place and keep on saying sorry facing the floor.
Seeing him kneeling looking so helpless makes me want to hug and forgive him. But I don't want to waver, I don't want to be a second option again.
Because he won't stop and won't move, I stood up and left him there alone. I strode towards my room and locked the door. It's almost an hour that he left, but I'm still standing leaning on the door, crying silently. I slid my back from leaning on the door.
I miss him terribly.
I know we don't have a label and I shouldn't act like this, but the scorching pain makes me think otherwise.
Chanyeol's Pov
Clubbing is the last thing in my mind, but tonight is an exception. I let Sehun and Baekhyun drag me inside this bar that I didn't know existed.
"Come on hyung don't be such a loser, you need to drink the night away and erase her in your head and if you're lucky enough, get someone to lay with tonight." Sehun shouted near my ears since the music is blasting so loud.
I gave him a confused look then turn to Baekhyun.
"In short start moving on tonight!" Baekhyun said smirking while raising the beer to his mouth.
I just shake my head and drank the beer. They're fond of Y/N and they're really against our no label relationship, but seeing me miserable after y/n-ah dumped me they helped me get over the heartbreak.
"Hyung look at that lady in red, she's hot right?" Sehun nudge me then pouted pointing his prospect.
I followed his pout and stared at the girl but my mind is traveling to y/n, I didn't know that the girl is already sending me flirty smirks not until they nudge me.
