Your Pov~
I fished for my phone the moment I entered our van. We're heading home now from my drama shoot.
My heart beat faster when I saw a message from him, Chanyeol.
"How are you? I miss you."
That's what it reads. I don't know if I'll cry or laugh. We broke up 2 months ago and he's with Rosé now. I admit, I still love him and because I'm idiot, I replied.
"I miss you too." I sent.
I supposedly wanted to take a nap while travelling, instead I waited for his reply the entire drive but none came and I am now ready to sleep lying on my bed.
"He will never reply because he's with his Girlfriend now. Sleep now, you're hopeless."
My subconscious mocked me, because I'm staring at my phone, still hoping for his reply.
Because my fingers were itching since the morning to visit his IG account, I searched for his name.
Ouch!
There's a new photo of him and her having dinner.
I cried-laugh at my own silliness. Here I am waiting for his damn reply but he's there enjoying his night with his girl. Why would I blame him, he's not obligated to reply because we are over.
I turned my phone shut and tried myself to sleep while tears are still flowing.
"Happy anniversary." While I leaned to him and kissed him on his cheeks.
"Y/n-ah, I have something to tell you." He didn't replied the greeting back. His face is now serious.
"What is it?" I asked smiling.
"Let's break up." His voice and words kept repeating in my head.
I woke up crying, still like a nightmare, every night, the day he broke up with me, fill my dreams.
Lazily stood up from bed, I took a shower to clear my mind. But every passing day, the pain became more intolerable. A big hole was left in my heart when he let go of me. He was my everything, my world spun around him, and now I felt my world stopped.
"I love you so much Chanyeol! Why? What happened to us? FUCK!!!!!" Staring at my own reflection through the mirror. Tears flowing like a heavy rain.
I was interrupted by a phone call. I didn't bother to look at the caller and answered it right away.
"Hello?" My voice cracked from sobbing.
"Hi y/n-ah.. are you crying?" The voice I wanted to hear, I looked at my phone screen. It's a different number, well he's cautious getting caught by his girlfriend contacting his ex.
"Why are you calling me? Is this your new phone number?" I asked not answering his question.
"No it's not. Don't save this. It's my managers', I just borrowed his phone." He defended
"I just want to check how're you doing?" My heart suddenly swayed.
"Chanyeol i'm fine! Can I ask a favor? If you want me to move on from you, please stop texting or calling me. For sure you don't want your girlfriend to find out that you're still contacting your ex." I managed to complete without my voice cracking.
"Ahh well, you will always have a spot in my heart y/n-ah, we've been together for 3 years and I'm not really used to not knowing if you're fine. I just wanted to make sure that you're doing ok, I was just contacting you because you're special to me." It still hurts hearing it directly from him, even if I know that he sees me as a friend now, a friend that needs comfort.
"Oh please Chanyeol. Spare me that shit! If you're really concerned of my well being, STOP BOTHERING ME!" I ended the call and threw the phone.
I leaned my back on the wall and slide my back till I was sitting on the floor. Endless tears coming from my eyes.
"Where's your forever Chanyeol? I thought we will walk down the aisle together? I don't know who changed, is it you?me?or us?"
