Because currently in love with Selena's new song, so why not? hihi
Ending of "When" Chapter
5 months after
And now the chapter is closed and done
And now it’s goodbye
It’s goodbye for us
Tossing my pencil away, once I finally finished the last stanza for my new composition "Lose you to love me".
3 months after
Today I will be releasing my 4th album entitled "Love myself" which contains 8 new songs and it's lead soundtrack "Lose you to love me". An hour from now my MV will be released on youtube.
After I had my rehearsal for tonight's performance, I checked my sns accounts and youtube. Notification bells won't stop ringing, a smile immediately drawn on my face. My music trended on youtube and on twitter.
As I scroll through the tweets of my fans, a certain tweet caught my attention.
"Is this like her goodbye song for Park Chanyeol?"
The world embraced us when we revealed that we're dating, fans joined me when I was sad when we got separated and he found a new girl, they pitied me for being pathetic and a whore trying to steal him from his girl and now they sympathised when I finally closed the chapter of our messy love story. I must admit, this new song is my own way of letting go of him and loving myself more.
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You promised the world and I fell for it
I put you first and you adored it
You set fires to my forest
And you let it burn
Sang off key in my chorus
Cause it wasn’t yours
I saw the signs and I ignored it
Rose colored glasses all distorted
You set fire to my purpose
And I let it burn
You got off on the hurtin’
When it wasn’t yours
We’d always go into it blindly
I needed to lose you to find me
This dancing was killing me softly
I needed to hate you to love me
To love love yeah
To love love yeah
To love yeah
I needed to lose you to love me
To love love yeah
To love love yeah
To love yeah
I needed to lose you to love me
I gave my all and they all know it
You tore me down and now it’s showing
In two months you replaced us
Like it was easy
Made me think I deserved it
In the thick of healing
We’d always go into it blindly
I needed to lose you to find me
This dancing was killing me softly
I needed to hate you to love me
To love love yeah
To love love yeah
To love yeah
I needed to lose you to love me
To love love yeah
To love love yeah
To love yeah
I needed to lose you to love me
You promised the world and I fell for it
I put you first and you adored it
You set fires to my forest
And you let it burn
Sang off key in my chorus-
To love love yeah
To love love yeah
To love yeah
I needed to hate you to love me
To love love yeah
To love love yeah
To love yeah
I needed to lose you to love me
To love love yeah
To love love yeah
To love yeah
And now the chapter is closed and done
And now it’s goodbye
It’s goodbye for us
The crowd was quiet while I was singing the song, the place is dimmed and only my voice and the sound of my guitar surrounds the area.
I can't help but a tear slid down my face, as I sang the last sentence.
"Goodbye, for real." in my mind.
