1 year after
"C'mon Y/N! Please, accompany me tonight. It would be so boring if I'll be alone." Max trying to persuade me to watch Exo's Elyxion at Seoul. She got 2 ssvip tickets from his 'boyfriend' Minseok.
"You know that my answer is No! I have many deadlines to make tonight."
"If I know you're just avoiding him." I glared at Max but she just smiled at me teasingly.
"No!!!??!! I moved on already, Ok?!" I rolled my eyes.
"Then you should go with me." still on teasing me.
"Okey FINE! I'll go!" I stood up from the couch and marched away from her stomping my feet. I just heard her evil laughs.
"Be ready by 5pm!"
5:30 pm
We are already inside the stadium where the concert will be held. we have the most expensive ticket so we had entered without hassles. The stadium has full volume of aircon but I'm sweating. After our last encounter I did not see him anymore like literally, I avoided hearing about him and his group, I deactivated all my sns accounts and uninstalled my YouTube app. Tonight would be the first time that I will see him after that day.
At 6 pm, the concert has started. Well I can't deny that I am still an Exo-L but I restrain myself from cheering, chanting and giggling. God knows how much I wanted to join Max and all the fans here, I think my heart will explode I don't know if how long could Is till carry this. All 8 of them appeared on stage, but my eyes are all focus on Chanyeol who's just wearing a sleeveless shirt showing off his biceps and strong arms. I will totally understand if all the girls here will faint, he become better and extremely handsome now. I feel like my heart will jump out from my chest when all of them scattered and interact with the fans, we are standing right in front of the stage so I know he will really see me unless he totally forgotten about me. I can hear Max' loud and high pitched squeal. he is slowly approaching our direction and I want to hide but Max already stopped me. Then he stopped right in front of me.
"aejeolhan nunppitgwa mueone iyagi
gaseume hweoriga morachideon geunal bam"
He sang his line while we had an eye to eye contact.He smiled and I just smiled back. Then Chen came, he saw me and waved at us.
~~After the concert, we're getting ready to go home.
"Y/N, Minseok invited us in their dorm, they'll going to have a short mini victory party."
"I'm sorry but I really need to go home now Max. You just enjoy and send my Hi's to them." Max pouted trying to convince me and because I'm just a simple kind hearted girl, I surrendered.
Outside their dorm. Max is waiting for someone to open the door. Maybe she noticed my uneasiness, she held my hand and gave me an reassuring smile. Then finally the door opened and Minseok appeared.
"Come in! Hi Y/N it's nice meeting you again, the boys will surely love to see you." I don't know if he is teasing me or not. It's like he implied me to read between the lines. I just smiled unknowingly.
I looked around and saw their dorm changed, the wallpapers was changed and there's some additional furnitures but still messy.We walked to their living room.
"Guys, they're here!" Minseok shouted to indicate the boys that we already arrived. All of them including him turned their heads. They smiled and stood up walked towards us but except him.They greeted Max and me.
"Noona. It's been so long and we really missed you!!" It's Kai. They hugged me one by one. I saw him stood up and walked towards us.
"Yeah, I missed you all too. You're dorm has changed a lot but still very messy." I chuckled then they laughed. He went near us.
"Hi Max, Hi Y/N" Is he trying to draw me under his spell,because I slowly am just by hearing those deep voice of him.
"Hi Chanyeol." i replied and stared at his face, I want to memorize it because I don't know if when will I meet him again. There's along silence then Baekhyun faked a coughed.
"So, Let's start the party?!" Suho shouted. They went back to the table one by one but he stood still. I followed them but when I passed by him, he stopped me and grabbed my wrist. It's still the same, same feeling everytime our skin touched, the familiar electricity travelled my veins. Then he dragged me going outside.
"We will just talk outside." He shouted to them before closing the door. i just heard their chuckles and teasing laughs.
"Go for it Hyung!" I know it's Sehun.
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"Where are you going to take me?" we are already inside his car and he's driving.
"You'll know." he just answered. I just sighed and stayed silent.
After few minutes, the car stopped then I just felt that he hugged me and is he crying? I tried to face him and proved when I saw tears glittering from his eyes.
"Why are you crying?"
"I missed you so much Y/N, my life has been a mess without you."and I cried with him. I hugged him back. I did not talked , I just let him.
"I'm sorry I was a total jerk and egoistic to admit that it's my fault. I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry for being so immature, sorry for not hearing you that day. I know it's too late but please forgive me Y/N-ah." We're now face to face, I wiped the tears that continuously falling down to his beautiful face.
"I won't deny that I was badly hurt and hated you that day Chanyeol but my love for you is greater than my hatred. I forgave you that day already Chanyeol." I confessed to him and he cried even more.
"I feel like I don't deserve you Y/N, I've hurt you bad but you're still accepting me."
"Hmmm because I love you Chanyeol, always been in love with you."
"Thank you so much Y/N, I love you too so much, no words can explain how much I love you." I smiled at him and we kissed with all the longings we felt.
And I'm ready to take another risk loving him, because he's worth it.
