You excitedly drag your suitcase as you walked going to the waiting area where probably Chanyeol's waiting, but the smile immediately faded when you recieved a message from him, that he can't fetch you because of his recording or whatnot and he'll just see you at your condo.
Your POV
I arrived at my place with a long face. I don't want to get disappointed, we've been together for over a year now, I always try to understand him, his job as an idol but this is one of those days that I want to be selfish, I want him just for myself, I was sent to New York for a month for work and I just missed him so much but here I am alone after a long flight failed to see his smiling face.
I recieved another text from him before I arrived home that he can't see me today and maybe we can be together after 2 days, I was mad he didn't even ask how am I or if where I am already or simply 'miss u', there's nothing. I don't want to overthink but I felt scared, I felt something changed. A week before I flew back to Seoul he asked for my permission for him to join his friends(not exo,non celeb friends) going to a bar, then after that day he somewhat changed. I don't know if I get too paranoid or what but I feel something is really strange.
I can't wait for 2 days, so I went to their dorm, carrying my gifts for him and for them (exo and exo's manager). The boys excitedly welcomed not me but my gifts for them, they just greeted me then grabbed the paper bags with their names on each bag.
"Where's Chanyeol?" I asked them. I know that he will soon release his mini solo album, so am not surprised that the rest of the guys are not with him.
"He is recording." Said kyungsoo.
"Hmmm." I just nodded. I am happy seeing these kids so happy opening theirs gifts like real kids. They thank me and I left after an hour staying.
My company gave me 2 weeks break, so I'm free to roam around but I'm not in the mood since I haven't seen Chanyeol yet. 2 days had passed and I'm just here in my condo waiting for him. It's already dark when I heard the door opened, I was lazily lying on the couch and when I saw Chanyeol entered I immediately stood up and jump on him.
"Babe! I miss you so much!" I snaked my arms around his nape and kissed him on his lips. I want to prolong the kiss but he broke it and removed my arms around him.
"Y/N I'm so tired." He said with very sleepy eyes and sat on the couch, putting his bagpack on the floor. I followed him with teary eyes.
"Aren't you happy seeing me?" I stopped in front of him standing. Tears are threatening to fall.
"Please Y/N, I'm tired." While he massaged his temples and eyes closed.
I didn't replied but marched away from him, I went to my room and banged it's door. I want him to follow and console me, I waited but to my disappointment he left, I heard him cussing outside and the main door closed. I thought he was just tricking me but when I peeked from my rooms' door, he's no longer there. The tears that I was suppressing earlier flowed incessantly. Because my pride is greater than my longingness of him, I did not called or texted him and painfully also him.
Weeks passed and I have to go back to work already. He still didn't contacted me. The boys were asking me why I didn't visited them since I constantly go to their dorm and cook for them.
It's my free day when I decided to confront him, I was crying everyday and I can no longer bear the pain. Before I left, I called Kyungsoo if they're just in their dorm, specifically him. I cooked their favorite dish and rode going to their dorm.
I rang the doorbell and Chen appeared.
"Y/N! We missed you." He said but his eyes are on the paper bag I was holding. I rolled my eyes and answered him.
"Missed me or this?" As i raised the bag with food.
"Hehehe both!" Chen laughed as he got the bag.
I entered their dorm and saw the rest doing their thing.
"Hi!" I half shouted to get their attention and successfully they all turned their heads, while Chen beside me raises the bag.
"Wow Noona! It's been so long since I last saw you." Kai approached me.
"Yeah, where were you?" Xiumin then I hugged all of them and they started digging the food.
"He's there." Kyungsoo pointed Chanyeol's room and I just nodded.
"Enjoy the food guys!" I said as I walked towards his room.
"Thank you y/n-ah" all of them.
I did not knock, luckily it's not locked. I slowly closed it back and carefully took my steps towards him lying on his bed. He seemed asleep. I sat on the right side of the bed and kissed him on his cheeks.
"I miss you so much Chanyeol." I whispered hoping he can hear me in his sleep. I brushed his hair until he woke up. He opened his eyes and looked up. He peeled his back from the mattress and sat facing me.
"Y/N-ah!" Him and then I saw tears coming from his eyes, I immediately wiped it.
"What's wrong Chanyeol? Why are you crying and your cold towards me?" I asked him also crying now.
He hugged me tight and cried harder.
"I'm sorry Y/N-ah! I want to tell it to you but I'm so scared it may cause you leaving me." Him still crying.
"What is it Chanyeol? Remember that I love you so much and whatever it is I will accept it and I promise I won't leave you." I replied as I wiped his tears.
"I don't know how to say it!" He washed his face with his palm, last time I saw him like this was when the picture of him and Rose of Bp kissing surfaced the net and that was our first break up. I start to get nervous.
"Please Chanyeol, tell me now!" I persuaded him.
"I.. I accidentally sl... slept with.. another woman" him.
"What? Can you enlighten me?" Me while my lips are already trembling.
"I was so drank and wasted, I don't know what happened, I just woke up naked and a girl is hugging me." He messed his hair, I stood up massaged my head because I think I'm having a headache as I walked back and forth in front of him.
"Y/N-ah please say something.." he also stood up.
"Why????" I shouted and he jumped out of shocked of my sudden reaction. I stared at him straight in his eyes, crying endlessly keeping our distance.
"Tell me, when did this happened? How? I don't understand Chanyeol." I continuously asked him but he remained silent and crying.
"Talk!!! Fuck it!" I can no longer control my emotions and I bursted.
"It was when my.. my friends invited me to a bar, we didn't saw each other for years.. We drank nonstop and.. I didn't know someone put some party drugs on our drinks and.. and I don't know what happened next, I just woke up the next day in a room with the girl." He answered trembling with his words. He tried to reach for my hand but I yanked it away.
"That won't get erected if you didn't liked it!!" I said as I pointed his manhood.
"Y/N-ah I really don't have an idea what happened. Please don't leave me, I love you so--" I slapped him on the face, my eyes starts to get blurry because of the tears. It was so damned painful, the excruciating tingle in my heart is unbearable.
"I don't know Chanyeol! You f*cking cheated on me!!!" I grabbed my keys because I'm already getting suffocated. I turned my back at him but he grabbed my hand.
"Please don't leave me y/n-ah! Please!" He held both of my hands and kneeled in front of me. It was beyond painful seeing him like this but I'm hurt, it's so damned painful that I can't breathe properly.
"I won't break up with you but let's give ourselves time. I'm asking for cool off." I slowly removed his hands and took heavy steps away from him. I closed the door without looking back, just hearing his loud sobs.
I walked with my head bowed down avoiding the guys but I guess they're so busy eating, not hearing our argument and not noticing me. I was relieved because I don't need to make excuses or explained to them, I hurriedly walked going out without making noises. Once I stepped outside, I ran while wiping the tears that can't just stop flowing.
