A dream hidden behind a sweat shirt

Chapter eleven

*her perspective*

I heard a noise i looked up to see a man. Standing on my porch... Starting at me when I was sleeping.

"Wh-what the h...?" I was cut off by his words

"Listen to me Molly." He was coming closer

"Get away from me" he found out where I lived!

"No I need to talk to you." By now my mom had opened the door and was giving me the 'are you alright or do I need to chase this guy off with a bat' look.

I just nodded at her to go back inside. (We could comunicate through looks a lot of the time.)

"What do you want jasper?" I tried glaring at him so his head would explode or he'd feel some kind of pain but he just stood there dumbstruck.

"I want to talk to you alone." His blue eyes periced my soul. I just wanted to kiss him and snuggle but I knew I'd just hurt him with my past.

"Fine." We walked off the porch and I felt his hand on the small of my back. I immidiatly pushed it away knowing it could cause a memory and that'd id look like some freak who went into shock and I'd end up just embarrassing myself. He eyed me over then set his stare forward and started talking.

"I can't sleep at night." I scoffed

"Ha join the club." I muttered but he heard me.

"What?" He looked at me

"Nothing." I avoided his eyes

"Then don't interupt me I'll lose my train of thought. Anyways as I was saying I can't sleep anymore... Food has lost it's taste and colors are blunt. You know who's fault that is?" He looked me directly in the eyes. And I didn't fight back.

"Um your body's?" A small frustraighted sigh left his lips.

"No yours." I stood in amazement I could of sworn he just said it was my fault for being abnormal.

"Eh what? I don't think I heard you correctly I don't believe it's my problem that your strange." I looked at him like he was a two headed dog.

"But it is! See your the first thought that comes to my mind when I think of beauty first thought when I think of love and ugh I can't shake the feeling that we have a connection." He was desperately searching my face for emotion. I wanted to shout yes! I love you! Ugh hold me close and never let me go! But I couldn't so I just shrugged.

"I don't know. We used to but hen you sorta forgot. Besides I don't really feel anymore." I let out a huge sigh "besides don't you have a girlfriend?" I eyed him over

"Yeah I do. And I didn't forget, at least not purposely. But I maybe I ugh maybe I'm crazy you obviously don't have the same feelings as me." He started to get angry

"How can you blame me? You have a girlfriend and your toying with my emotions." Maybe if I could get him to hate me then I wouldn't have to deal with hurting him when the truth came out.

He eyed me over then sighed. My eyes started to get cloudy with tears, I then bit my lip as hard as I could and swallowed them.

He just wouldn't give up.