A dream hidden behind a sweat shirt

Chapter seven

*her perspective*

I was in his strong warm welcoming arms. I didn't chose to be, but I didn't fight it either. Wit was sorta nice being back in his arms. I missed it. He was a lot stronger than he used to be.

Yet I couldn't pull away from his arms so, I just cried in his shoulder. I never wanted anyone to see me like this. My sweat shirt was my discuise. I wanted it a secret but this jasper just wouldn't give up. He was a fighter and had to figure it out.

Soon I started talking

"I can walk."

"How do I know you won't run off. I'm not letting you starve."

"Why are you caring so much?"

"I'm not sure."

"Well stop." I glared at him

"I can't. I feel a connection to you like no other... I can't describe it."

"Why not?"

"I'm not sure." I gave up on questions.

"Your girlfriend wouldn't approve."

"I don't care about her."

"Why?"

"Because I'm helping you and like I've told you before I like you."

I pouted

"don't act like you don't like it." One eyebrow went up while he looked down at me and smiled.

I cocked a eyebrow to mimic him. "you shouldn't get tangled up with me."

"What's the worst that can happen?"

He soothed to me.

"Lots of things."

We finally reached a bluish grey house, which I'm guessing was his. It was gigantic.

We snuck in through a window. That lead to a mysterious room in this castle.

"Do I need to tie you to a bed in order for you not to leave?" I didn't answer

"Take off your sweat shirt." He demanded.

"No..." My voice cracked a bit but then I put up a look of confidence.

"Why?"

"It's my descuise."

"I wanna see the real you."

"I'm not ready to show you."

He grabbed my arm.

"Stop." I tried to pull away.

"No" his grip tightened, I was scared.. This can't be happening. Why is he doing this? Where is my warm loving jasper...?

"Ugh stop I don't need help." I tried to pull away but much to my dismay the tears fell down my face.

He stopped me from detaching from him and looked into my eyes pulling up my sweat shirt exposing my ribs "does this look like you don't need help? Your starving. And I'm not letting you die."

"Why do you care so much you never did before?" I slapped a hand over my mouth.

"Before?..." He looked at me eyeing my face

"Um do you remember the car wreck?..." I looked up at him slightly and when he was looking at me I quickly looked away.

"Yes? How do you know about it." He cocked an eyebrow making his forehead scrunch up.

"Well you see, before the car wreck... You and me used to date... Um we had been for two years then on our anaversery Eve we got in a car wreck, a drunk driver hit us, I survived with only a few broken bones but you where in a coma and when you woke you didn't remember me." I trailed off and looked away.

"Why didn't you tell me this?" A flash of betrayal flashed through his eyes but it was quickly covered with anger.

"Why have you been pushing me away for so long and I don't even know what I did, now I find out I did nothing but your just to cowardice to let me back into your heart?" His voice was rising and I slumber into the back of the room wishing the shadows would swallow me.

"You belive me?"

"Why wouldn't i? You haven't gave me a reason not to trust you, except now because I don't even remember half my life and then when I meet you again you don't even have the decency to let me know."

"Okay one, coward? I'm sorry but I'm not a coward, do you actually know my life? No your just my ex that got in a car crash and forgot all about me, two let you back into my heart? You are already there and do you know how many tears I've shed from having to see you everyday lately and you not remember what we once shared? Three, I haven't told you those memory's because it will only backfire on me and I'll deprive you of the life you have now." I turned away tears strolling down my face.

"I don't want this life, I want you." I looked at him and saw his face with a small glass clear tear rolling down his cheek.

I glanced at his clock it only read ten.

"I should probably get going.."

"No please... Stay.."

"I eyed him. "I'm scared too."

" The only thing you have to be scared of is never going back, your on an event filled adventure with me now Molly, and I won't let you drop, I won't let you break your heart, but by any slight chance you ever do. I swear I'll be the one to help you pick up the peices and glue them back together." He pulled out gorilla glue out of a drawer in his room and slipped it into my hand.

"Let's take a walk." He grabbed my hand and led me back out of the window.