There goes my phone again, it keeps ringing and it won't stop, I don't have to look at it to know it's you.
I close my eyes tightly, wanting to drown the thought of answering your calls, your text messages, and your desire. 'Cause I know the second I pick up I'm going to lose to your gentle cries, It's gonna sway my heart again and I wont be able to stand my ground, your soft voice, like a stormy day, will shake my heart and your words won't stop until all the walls I built are left in nothing but ruins.
So please, don't look for me.
I know you miss me, Sometime I miss you too but I cant take it anymore, you didn't want me, you wanted the attention I gave you. Stop trying to use your manipulating words on me, take them to someone that'll let you walk over them. That won't be me anymore.
It's just another one of those nights,
I press 'decline',
I'm not yours anymore, and you aren't mine.
I'm not going back to you.
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might be inspired my nct127's song 'Back 2 U'
for kpopkink , hang in there my dude ! uwu
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Emotional Torture.
PoetryCollection of poems and pieces written about daily struggles and tackling big world problems from the eyes of a teenager. Warning: Some chapters might be triggering. Triggers include: Suicide Eating disorder Self harm
