Is this 'love'? I can't figure it out...I do know I've never felt this way about anyone before, though. So many words are floating around me but I can't seem to find the right expression to describe what this is.
I've always been a cheerful person, I live to spread joy amongst hearts, looking for true love in every stranger's eyes, I've seen 'love' happen all around me yet I never thought I'd experience this complexed emotion.
It happened slowly, just like the seasons change, as the earth spins and as we learn more about each other, and I get to understand you as a person and I decide I want you to be mine. My person. You give life another tone, a certain taste, I'll cross out your fears and replace them with love, love, and nothing less than love. You've invaded this heart of mine, engraved your name on every corner, lit up the dark hallways and planted flowers in the place of thorns.
But...
What if I'm not good enough for you?
What if, to you, I'm like the wind, just someone that'll flow by and graze you without leaving a mark? I get blue just thinking about it.
I believe in destiny.
I hope you do too.
- to my person.
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Emotional Torture.
PoezieCollection of poems and pieces written about daily struggles and tackling big world problems from the eyes of a teenager. Warning: Some chapters might be triggering. Triggers include: Suicide Eating disorder Self harm