I've never that thought hearing our song on the radio would feel this sour, my heart is heavy, darling. Will you take away the pain you caused me?
It could be a simple sorry that saves me from a lifetime of overthinking my own mistakes and self-blaming. I keep thinking that you changing is my fault and that's not okay, none of what you've led me to believe is okay.
You're just so...distant. I don't feel your fingers in the gaps of my own anymore, your head doesn't weigh on my shoulder the same- almost as if you don't want to appear so vulnerable to me anymore. After all we've been through?
It doesn't feel right to me that you may not want me around.
Although it's obvious.
I keep feeling like I've never satisfied you enough, why'd you stay with me then? What is it that made you change your mind about me?
If you just speak out, just say that I'm not good enough for you- not anymore. I'll pack up and leave.
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Emotional Torture.
ŞiirCollection of poems and pieces written about daily struggles and tackling big world problems from the eyes of a teenager. Warning: Some chapters might be triggering. Triggers include: Suicide Eating disorder Self harm
