Emotional Torture.

First love.

First loves. A crushing concept, when you first experience the butterflies and your heart beat racing to the voice of a person and you realize you've fallen for them. When the first thing you do when you wake up and right before you fall asleep is think about them, fantasizing about the two of you holding hands and pouring love to each other.

First loves are innocent smiles and hard-to-say-goodbyes. You two can never get enough of each other, always wanting to be together, talking, texting, meeting- just always having heart eyes for each other. Wanting to mean everything to that one person.

First loves. A heart crushing concept. The butterflies soon die, and your heart doesn't react to that one person anymore. You realize you've been deceived, tricked into a trap. When you wakeup feeling bad after the fight you had last night and go to sleep at night not feeling content cause you're being neglected by your significant other, you start to think about what you once had.

First loves, the smiles fade, the goodbyes are more frequent than the "hello"s and at one point you feel like you've had enough of each other. Not wanting to be tangled in another fight yet again so you stop calling, texting, meeting- you start having heart eyes for other people. You no longer care about that person.

First loves, starts with a crush, then your heart ends up getting crushed.