Though 'loneliness' has become a constant feeling I can't get rid of now, I don't like being alone. Leaving me all by myself with my thoughts in between four walls that feel like a prison cell is a bad idea. It gives me time to throughly think about every detail of my life, every imperfection in me, every single moment that has made me feel even slightly upset.
Then comes the overthinking, the nagging of the voices in my head that not even my favorite music can drown out, the stinking feeling in my gut that convinces me I've done something bad...it drives me insane, makes me want to pull my hair.
I have to keep myself busy
but no distraction can stop the madness in my brain.
I feel like I want to stop breathing
I'm so exhausted of feeling this way.
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Emotional Torture.
PoetryCollection of poems and pieces written about daily struggles and tackling big world problems from the eyes of a teenager. Warning: Some chapters might be triggering. Triggers include: Suicide Eating disorder Self harm
