I get more and more aware of who I am every day, watching how people treat me, recognizing the right from the wrong. With time, the hardest pill I've ever had to swallow is that sometimes the one person you most desperately want in your life just does not care about you.
You might drop hints and make a fool of yourself, write heartfelt paragraphs where you practically plead for them to not be blinded by ego and finally open their eyes to how good you've been to them yet all you'll get in response is a few heart emojis and empty promises...those damn promises.
They'll always say that they want to become better for you. They never do.
At one point, I guess, a part of you stops trying; you talk to them normally, sure. But deep down a string in your heart has already detached itself from the emotional pain you were subjected to. No longer do you want to beg for attention or joke around in fear of the other end not meeting the energy you give out.
It hurts.
It'll keep hurting.
You won't be able to completely forget how bad that specific person makes you feel for simply not matching their standards or, in their eyes, not being enough.
Do yourself a favor and leave. Delete them.
Don't make the same mistake twice.
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Emotional Torture.
PoesiaCollection of poems and pieces written about daily struggles and tackling big world problems from the eyes of a teenager. Warning: Some chapters might be triggering. Triggers include: Suicide Eating disorder Self harm
