I've been going through the same cycle of depression ever since the day you left, taking my medicine before I sleep and thinking of overdosing on it instead of waking up to the same pain in the center of my heart, the place you once occupied.
Everything feels so empty now, friends don't seem to help and the darkness is eating at me slowly, I think my boss is about to fire me and my life's just going downhill; Every single night I stay up staring at the ceiling, feeling like it's closing in on me and taking away my ability to breath.
The anxiety gets worse and the occurs more often than it should, my body's exhausted and I really should give myself a break but I just can't.
Ever since you left, I've been so restless.
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Emotional Torture.
PoetryCollection of poems and pieces written about daily struggles and tackling big world problems from the eyes of a teenager. Warning: Some chapters might be triggering. Triggers include: Suicide Eating disorder Self harm