Andy confesses that he has feeling for Rye but Rye rejects his feelings and starts pushing Andy away hurt Andy more then he know and all the while he actually does like Andy his just scared to admit his gay. Does the truth come out or will Rye lose...
After that all I was filled with was anger probably to mask all the sadness. I was angry that I hurt him. I was angry because I lost him. I was angry because I cared about him more then he could know. I was angry because I wanted him. I was angry that the boys were mad at me. So I started drinking and drinking until I would get sick. Like tonight I was in my bathroom throwing up when I felt two hands on me. It was Andy
" come on" he said helping me to my bed and helping me change
" I miss you" I said trying to hug him
" no you don't your drunk" he said I grabbed his arms
" I'm drunk because I want you I want you I want you" I kept saying it until after he had laid me down and left the room. He didn't care about me anymore and I knew why.
The next day I woke up and instantly started drink I decided to invite Amber over if Andy wanted to not be together then I can't be with who ever I want. When she walked in all the boys face went white Andy was in the shower when he came out his face was different then I expected he didn't seem hurt he seemed happy.
" hey how are you" he said and gave her a hug They were talking like they new each other for years
Soon we all were watching a movie when we wanted to watch a movie I had in my room Andy volunteered to get it and I went with him. The moment we walked in the room I pend him against the wall.
"What are you doing" I said he gave me a confused look
" you're the one pushing me against the wall" he snapped
" Aren't you hurting at all! Don't you miss me" I said
" because I miss you" I said pushing my lip onto his It was sloppy I was all over the place I was so happy but before I knew it he pushed me away. So hard that I was on the floor. He whipped his mouth
" what the hell is wrong with you" he said
" I miss you I want you back" I said
" what do I have to do to prove it to you" I begged
" maybe tell me when your not drunk" he screamed then stormed out of the room.
The next day when I woke up it was after noon all the boys went to the gym. I went in the kitchen to get food when I saw a book hanging out of Andy pillow case. It's was the book he was given to put his emotions in. I opened up to the newest page.
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I felt tears running down my face " I do care I more then care I love you!" I screamed then hit my knees I love him I really do love.
