The confession

I think you're perfect

Andy's POV

It's been a week since I told Rye I liked him he has avoided me since. Luckily we start tour tomorrow so hopefully he won't avoid me anymore.
We were walking out to the van packing all of are stuff in it.

" hurry up boys we need to get on the road" Blair said

" okay" Rye said he was right behind me
I turned to see him so we were face to face I looked into his eyes and gave him a smile. He gave me fake smile and walked pass me. I looked over at Mikey who just stood there giving me a smile full of pity. I tried not to look super depressed about everything they worry enough about me.

Once we got in the car Blair told us where to sit because he had been noticing I've been sitting far away from everyone else in the way back of the van.So he had me sitting in the middle row with Rye.

" soooo" I said to Rye

" how have you been we haven't really talked since-"
I started before he interrupted me

" listen I'm tired so I'm gonna get some sleep" he said as he put his headphones in his ears

I just sat there looking out the window on the was to the hotel whipping the tears when they fell down my face.
   I'm so stupid I ruin everything. No wonder my father left. No one could ever love me. Why am I so broken. Why can't I just be normal. YOU ARE SUCH A FREAK.

" ANDY" Mikey said shaking me I looked at him

" sorry I guess I zoned out"I said looking around I didn't realize we already arrived to the hotel. He helped me out of the car and we walked into the hotel it was late everyone was so tired. That's when Blair told us what rooms we would be in

" okay boys Brook, Jack and Mikey you will be in one room and Andy and Rye you will be in one" Blair said I looked at Rye he looked pissed Blair turned where he was looking directly at Rye and said

" And there will be no changing" Rye yanked the key out of Blair's hand and stormed off to the room. After helping the boys to their room I headed to my room with Rye. He was shirtless which made me blush.He was throwing he stuff everywhere I knew he was angry.

" I'm sorry" I said which made him turn and look at me

" I'm sorry I've made this so hard for you" I said as tears started coming down my face

"It's okay.... I just don't know how to act around you now" he said honestly.I looked down at the floor

" I know it's all my fault you must hate me" I said which insanely made him walk over to me yank my face so I was looking at him

" Don't you ever say that" he said looking into my eyes

" this is just...I don't... Just give me time" he finally said I nodded

" I'm taking the bed closest to the window" he said smiling as he walked over to the bed

" that's fine I don't mind" I said taking off my shirt about to climb into bed. I looked to see Rye staring at me

" what" I said he blushed a little

" I just uh-" he started before I interrupted

" it's the cuts right they gross you out" I said grabbing my shirt and putting it back on

" no Andy it's not-" he started but I interrupted

" I get it who would ever want to look at me it's disgusting" I said point every inch of my self
Rye just stood there as if he didn't know what to say. It looked like he was gonna cry.

" we should get some sleep" he said as put on his shirt again

" Wait what are you doing"I said confused on why he was putting his shirt on

" I'm horrible who want to see me shirtless" he said

" rye don't be crazy you're perfect" I said which made him smirk

" yeah well I think you're perfect and if someone as perfect as you can't see how perfect they are then I definitely can't see how amazing I am" he said

He then crawled into his bed I just stood there shocked. Finally I climbed into my bed. I tuned so I could see Rye. He was just staring at me.
I knew he was lying about thinking I'm perfect and he just wanted me to feel better but at that moment I felt so content.