The confession

The start

Rye POV
" so your telling me that he says he doesn't think he can trust you anymore and your reaction was to kiss him" Mikey said as I'm hitting my head on the bunk bed repeatedly.

" he is never gonna talk to me again" I said still hitting my head now Mikey was laughing

" dude why would you do that" he asked still laughing

" I don't know I just couldn't control myself" I said then sunk to the ground.

" what am I gonna do" I said looking down. Mikey sighed and came and sat beside me. We sat in quite for a minute before he spoke

" brook set up a date for Andy" when those words came out his mouth my head flung up staring at him

" WHAT WHY WOULD HE DO THAT" I screamed

" because we want Andy to be happy again" he said which made my heart break

" I'm telling you this because Andy said no" he said

" why" I asked which made him roll his eyes

"For you! Because he still cares about you!" He screamed which scared me

" you need to figure out what your gonna do! If you want him back then work your ass of to get him back! If you want him to find someone better then let him go... Just stop doing this!" He snapped
He then got up and left the room I just sat there on the floor trying to figure out what I was gonna do.

We had been wondering where Andy was for a couple hours. Before I decided to check the roof. It was Andy's privet place. I walked out there to see Andy leaning against the railing and looking at all the people.

" hey super star" I said which made him jump he looked nervous when he saw it was me

" hey Rye" he said then looked back at the kids running around

" I'm sorry" I said walking close to him

" it's okay" he said note once looking at me

" I heard that Brook set you up on a date" I said which made him turn and look at me

" I'm not gonna go" he said I sighed

" I think you should" I said which made him turn his whole body so he was looking at me

" why" he said sounding sad

" because I know Brook would only set you up with someone amazing and you deserve to have someone who will be there when you have nightmares and kiss whenever you want... And not hurt you and I wish I was that person but I will always be the person who cheated and you deserve better so please... Please go and fall madly in love. Because you deserve nothing less" I said crying threw the whole thing. Andy also had tears going down his face

" I'm scared to get hurt again" he said

" this guy would have to be a complete idiot to hurt you. I should know I was" I said looking into his eyes

" why did you sleep with her" he said this time I knew I needed to answer

" because I was scared to admit that I could be gay. So when she said I was gay. I flipped and I wanted prove I wasn't to my self...To her...To you maybe. I was so scared that I couldn't grasp what exactly I was doing before I was at her house " I said he looked down

" but no matter what my excuse is I still did it. I could I have left but I didn't want to. I didn't want to be gay and that fear made me hurt the best person I've ever met" I said he looked up

" I get it. It's not like you love me. I was just an agreement. You were just trying to be a good friend" he said smiling. I should I have told him he was wrong. I should have to him I love him but instead I said

" so who is this guy you are going on a date with" he started laughing

" that's the best part his name is randy" he said which made me smile

" no way" I said he was now laughing

" dead serious" he said holding his ribs from laughingstock hard

" will tell this randy guy that he better treat you right or I'm gonna hurt him" I said as we both laughed

That night was the start. I didn't know back then that it would lead to today. A year and a half later I'm looking into a mirror wearing a black tux. With a rose on the pocket. When he ran in. Andy wearing a white tux with a rose on the pocket. He smiled

" hey smile my wedding is in an hour" he said I tried to fake a smile as he walked away to the other boys. If only I had said it that night he never would have gone on a date with Randy. Then he wouldn't be marring him today.