I'm like a flower. Well more like a rose. They live and then they die. I'm just like that but without the dying part. Instead I live and then I stop caring and feeling. It's not like I picked to be like that. Honestly, it's because of all the things I went through and encountered within my life span and time. I just stop feeling and caring. That's why I related myself to a flower. A rose. They live and die. I live and stopped caring and feeling. I don't care about things anymore. If they happen they happen. I go along with it. I also stopped feeling. I don't care. The more I stop feeling and caring, the less I get hurt and put myself into positions that constantly happen that I shouldn't be in. To be honest, I actually like not caring or feeling. I know that sounds stupid but I can just let myself go, do whatever I want. I don't care if I get depressed or get myself into trouble. It's what I want and I'll do what I have too to not get hurt. The only way not to hurt, is to not care or feel.
Just like a flower, a rose, people love them and then they get sick of them. Then finally, they throw the flowers away into the garbage and forget about them. That's me. I don't do that but people do that to me. They tell me that they love me and care for me but then, why do they throw me away and forget about me? Makes no type of sense right? Yeah. It doesn't but it happens. They care for a little while and then next thing you know, they're out doing things that they know you wouldn't like and forget about you. They move on. They leave you. They hurt you. Just like a rose, they love you, then they throw you away because you got boring and old to them. They want something new and fun and that's not YOU.
I compare myself to a flower, well more like a rose because people find me beautiful, sweet, nice, kind, etc. until they feel like I'm nothing you know? But you know what? I don't care. I'm happy and I found that one person that sees me as a rose. Im beautiful. Kind. Smart. Loved. Everything. I don't care what people think of me.
I'm like a flower, well like a rose 🌹
I'm a white rose.
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Hi. It's Alexis here. I wrote this piece in my notes on my phone a while back in high school. I was in class and I started thinking. And once I think, I wanna write as much as I can down. So I decided to share it with you 😇 I hope you enjoy ❤️
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Short StoryYou'll get the understanding of how I'm feeling in my daily life and you'll understand why. You'll get the picture of what's going through my mind with my wild thoughts. Some of you may be able to relate to me but others won't and that's okay. I'm j...
