I can't let go.
I can't just stop talking to you.
I can't stop making sure you're okay.
I can't just stop looking at you.
I can't stop caring about you.
I can't just stop being your friend.
I just can't stop.
I just can't let go.
I know I should let you go and stop everything that I just named above but I'm a good person. I'm someone who will constantly worry about my friends and how they're doing. How their day has been. What's been on their minds. I just can't stop so stop asking why I can't.
Stop asking me because I won't have a straight up answer nor will I have the correct answer. I might say something you'll take it the wrong way and I wouldn't mean that to happen. I didn't mean it in the way that you took it.
So stop asking.
So stop asking why I can't let go.
So stop asking why I'm your friend.
So stop asking why I'm not gone.
So stop asking why I care about you.
So stop asking why I ask how you are.
So stop asking.
I won't give you a straight answer because I'll just give you the same one over and over again. My answer won't change until otherwise. Maybe someday my answer will change once I get more answers for myself to answer all of those questions that you been asking me. But for now, please just stop asking me and just be there with me.
I'm someone who wants to be on good terms with everyone. I hate having drama or even hate for each other because I'm way to old for that. Im not in high school. I'm trying to be an adult but you're not making it easy on me to be one because you keep asking me questions I just can't answer right now. I'm not in the state to answer them. I'm in the state where my answer will probably hurt you by accident without meaning too. I'm sorry but just stop please. The more you ask and the less answers I say, the more you'll hurt and the more I'll be confused.
The more you'll hurt, the more I'll be confused.
The more you'll hurt, the more I'll cry.
The more you'll hurt, the more I'll care.
The more you'll hurt, the more, I don't know.
I just can't let go okay?
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Short StoryYou'll get the understanding of how I'm feeling in my daily life and you'll understand why. You'll get the picture of what's going through my mind with my wild thoughts. Some of you may be able to relate to me but others won't and that's okay. I'm j...
