Ever just sit outside and watch the stars?
It's a beautiful night out tonight. The air isn't too thin nor is it too thick. It's just right. The weather is just perfect too. It's cool but not cold. It's just right and it's perfect weather to write. The park is the perfect spot also but I'm walking home now.
It's 1 o'clock in the morning.
I was at the park when I was on the phone with you. It all started in my bedroom but I had to get out of there and leave since I was so stress and pissed off but you make me feel that way. We were on the phone for about a hour arguing, talking, being silent, understanding each other, and coming together. Coming to an agreement. We talked and argued about what has happened the last few days because between those days, things happened and it just started to pile up into a hill and we were beginning to stress out and get frustrated with each other. So we just talked. We understood everything. It was nice honestly and i feel better. I wanted you to come over to talk but talking about it over the phone was the best option since you didn't come over and I guess that's okay. You made me a whole different person and I don't know how I feel about it. I guess I just have to get used to it.
It's 1:10 in the morning.
I'm back in my room laying down on my bed writing. You went to bed so now I'm all alone thinking to myself. I guess it's not too bad. My head went empty after I spilled everything out over the phone so I guess I can't really think about anything anymore right now. I mean I can think about getting my own apartment soon or how I might be getting braces. These are the random late night thoughts I get after everything has happened. I'm sorry that it's all over the place. At least you get an understanding of my nights you know? All I can say is that tonight was a mess but it was worth the talking and arguing in the end. I wouldn't have changed it for anything else. We just have things to work on. Both of us. But right now, I need sleep. Goodnight and sleep tight.
It's 1:15 in the morning on October 9.
YOU ARE READING
Thoughts and feelings
Short StoryYou'll get the understanding of how I'm feeling in my daily life and you'll understand why. You'll get the picture of what's going through my mind with my wild thoughts. Some of you may be able to relate to me but others won't and that's okay. I'm j...
