Why

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At night I think to myself "why?" I question myself that almost every night with everything doing through my head. Why? Why? Why? And to be completely honestly, I don't know why I question myself it.
Why did I have to like someone with a crazy ex girlfriend that won't leave him alone? Why did I have to like someone with their ex girlfriends in his life? Just why? So I'm here just hurting myself over and over? Is it just payback for my life before? This are the why questions in my head.
I want things to be different but they're not. I question so many things that they start to cloud my head and mind from things. I don't see or hear certain things because I just think about the "Why's" and that's it's all day long.
But It doesn't matter because the questions never get answered and just continue to pile up in my head. Why this? Why that? Why her? Why me? Just why?
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Sorry about this being so short. I wasn't planning on writing tonight until something came up and had me start thinking. So I decided to write. Once again, sorry about it being so short.

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