Thoughts and feelings

Im not her

This piece isn't about anyone. It's just something I put together that hopefully people can relate too and if you do, feel free to message me and have a conversation about whatever is bothering you.
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I'm not her.
I'll never be her.
She's someone that you'll always be around and always go back too. You tell her that you love her, that you want a future with her, that you want her to have your kids, but where am I?
She'll always have your heart fully while in the meantime, I'll only have a tiny part of it because I'm not her. I can't give you the same things she can.
I can't get the same respect from your parents like she can and always gets.
I'll never have your full attention. Your full love.
I feel like I'm not enough for you. I feel like I'm just some little thing in your life that doesn't matter to you anymore. Hell if you say other wise to that, then why do you make me sit in my room worrying when you're around her when all you have to do is bring me over?
If you actually want me, then why don't you make that clear to Her and to your family. Why don't you because right now at the moment, I look stupid, dumb, confused, for claiming someone who doesn't fully claim me back. While that person is claiming someone else at the same time. I can't anymore...

So it's her, or it's me, you can't have us both.. so you have to choose..

And I know I can't give you what you want all the time but this is what I can,
I can give you my love,
The love you deserve,
I can make you smile and laugh,
I can give you meaning to your life,
I could be your Bestfriend and your girlfriend,
I can be that one person you go too for everything...

But that's only if you pick me but if you end up picking her, then it's your loss and I don't want you to be mad if I move on and I don't want you to come back when you finally realize that you made the biggest mistake of your life..