Thoughts and feelings

Moving on

It took me a while to finally leave a situation that was bad for me.
It took me a while to finally realize my worth and value.
It took me a while to finally love myself enough to say, "this is enough."
Every time I get close to a guy, I get attached.
Oh and it doesn't always have to be romantically attached by the way. I just mean it In general.
I'm just someone who will give someone my all in it but only receive a quarter or even half of them in return. I finally realized that it wasn't fair nor was it right that I was giving it my all while they were giving it to another person with still in the picture. This time, I was mentally attached to him. I gave him everything. I did everything that I could for him. I cared for him. He was my everything but with the snap of my fingers, it all changed over night.
1,2,3,4... Snap...
I woke up and realized, "This isn't me. This isn't who I am. I wasn't born or raised to be walk on and used." So I got up and I told myself to leave. Leave the situation. Make the best of my life. Go have fun. Go meet someone knew. And guess what. That's exactly what I did. That's when I found my happiness. The one person I could always count on, go to, laugh with, be myself with, but most importantly, show me who I am and help me see what I'm worth.
You see, the last person I was with, made it very easy for me to move on quickly. He made it easy to the point where I didn't have to think about it twice. I didn't have to sit at home and weep over what had happened between the two of us. We fell off 3 weeks before we called it quits. We fell off once he decided to give him self to another woman while being with me. We fell off when he allowed that same problem to happen again and when I saw the video that he took... we fell off when he decided to get her pregnant and when he decided to dwell on the fact he didn't remember what he had done.... We already fell off so it was like, I was already single. I'm not saying that I'm not upset about what had happened or I'm not sad or hurt because deeply, I am hurt. I am sad. I do feel betrayed because I would've done anything for that kid. I would've gave him anything that I could. But some people don't understand the meaning of "Loyalty."
So I'm not gonna dwell on the past. I'm not gonna think about the past because in all honesty, it made me a stronger person. It made me a better me. It showed me everything that a man shouldn't be or shouldn't do to a woman. It allowed me to move on and find a better person for myself that will treat me the way I should've been treated all along. Someone who will love me and care for me.
Someone who will give me their all.
Someone who will make me happy and laugh. Not someone who makes me sad and cry.
Not someone who makes me self harm.
Not someone who treats me like shit because that's the only way to keep a girl around.
I'm sorry but I'm not like the other girls you can treat like shit and use them and except them to stay around. That is not me and I wasn't raised to stay with someone like that.
I'm happy where I am now and who I'm with.
I'm happy and that's all that matters at this point.