Call Me Chase

Chapter 14

*a few hours later*
*trigger warning*
Chase's POV:

I have been sitting on the sofa facing the door waiting for Drew for about 5 hours. I was worried. I don't understand why he pushed me but i wasnt mad. I couldn't be not while he is out drunk and i dont know whether or not he is safe and i cant be mad at him while im worried for him. I heard a doorknob turn and click. I immediately got up and ran to the door. It opened and Drew stepped in. He saw me and seemed startled he probably wasnt expecting to see me standing there. I ran to him immediately and hugged him
Chase: "Never leave like that again you big dummy"
I smacked his arm and gave him a kiss
Chase: "i love you Drew dont leave like that i was terrified."
Drew: "im sorry Chase i panicked. I just i was scared"
We were both crying and i took him by the hand leading him into the kitchen. I motioned for him to sit at the table and he did. I went over and poured each of us some coffee and sat with him
Chase: "Talk to me Drew. I want to know what's going on"
Drew: "Chase I'm so sorry about earlier i just i didnt mean to call you that and i didnt want you to go and i just didnt think about it because i was drunk and-and-"
Chase: "breathe baby breathe. Take a deep and just tell me whats going on. You seemed so excited"
Drew: "I know i was-and i am i just... babe i was spiraling"
Chase: "I know. I know you were. But babe you have to know that we are in this together being scared of having the babies is okay"
Drew: "I know its not that Chase i was spiraling because i was scared of being like my dad"
I was pretty confused by that. I didnt know much because he never talked about his dad because he never had anything bad to say about him. I think he saw my confusion and put his head in his hands
Drew: "i know ive never said anything bad about my dad but its because I've been so scared of being like him i wanted to only remember the positive things about him. But my dad was terrible he used to hit me and my mom. And i just i was confused and then i pushed you and i panicked and i ran away and i shouldnt have run away because i love you and i want to be with you forever and i just i dont want to be like him"
Chase: "Youre not like him. You are so loving and so good to me and you never intended to hurt me. And you've been here every step for me and your kids."
Drew put his head down and continued crying.
Drew: "im sorry babe i fucked up"
Chase: "hey no, no. You didnt. Everything is okay. We are going to work together and keep you safe no matter what happens we are always in this together"
Drew: "i love you"
Chase: "i love you too"