payback

CHAPTER 24

*** THREE DAYS UNTIL DATE WITH BLAKE***

  it was two days since i had last talked to Blake. i dont know if i had hurt him by rejecting his lunch after agreeing to go with him. i had texted him four times the last couple of days he didnt respond at all. i dont know i mean i likes Blake but i dont see my self having a long-term relationship with him. i dont really know why im going on a date with him anyway. i always feel like i have to do stuff with him. take the lunch for example, that is something that was forced as fuck.

i walk into the cafeteria and grab and apple. i quickly pay and go to the table. "okay. so we all have been talking about it and we are gonna stay late after work and when she leaves we will follow her. okay?" said Papiris "okay. but when you see there is nothing going on ill get to say i told you so." i said taking a bite of my apple "well when we do find something we get  to say we told you so." said Piper "okay. but if we get caught and fired what would happen than?" i asked taking another bite of my apple. "than we are out of work and screwed." said Ari "well it sounds like a pretty shitty plan if you ask me." i said looking away. "well you wanted to be apart of this plan. so dont b calling the plan names now." said Ari  "okay. i dont know what im gonna do when i get caught. wait. we cant do this." i said after realizing something majior. "oh for Gods sake what now Lana?" Papiris asked annoyed "if she fins out what we're doing, hell if anyone finds out they could tell Carrie and she could sue us for stalking." i said ""okay well shes not gonna find out okay so that wont be a problem." said Ari and then the bell rang.

i walked back to my desk in silence and than started to sketch.

i text Blake saying "hi sorry about canceling on our lunch, and than hanging up so harshly, i just felt so bad i just wanted to get it over with." i sent.

it was 4:38 and i had been sketching for 3 hours now. i dont really know if i want to go through with the whole "follow your boss after work day". i mean its pretty risky and i dont relly think there is anything going on. i mean seriously, seeing your boos use the public bathroom? i mean its a little suspisious but not enough to follow her. its all my fault, i was the one who told them about how i bumped into Carrie on my first day. i should have kept my fucking mouth shut.

i walked up the driveway and up the door step when my phone buzzed. i picked it up. Blake had just texted me. it read "Lana, im sorry that i havent been answering your calls and texts lately. my phone broke and i just got a new one. so sorry about that see ya soon." he texted. "okay see you soon as well." i texted back and then i entered the house.

i fell asleep on the couch one hour after i had got home.

**TWO DAYS UNTIL DATE WITH BLAKE**

i stumbled out of bed while my eyes adjusted to the brightness. i walked into the bathroom and shed my clothes off and walked into the shower. the hot water hit my week body. i just stood there. not feeling as though i had to scrub. i stood there for another ten minutes until i got out to get dressed.

i walked into the kitchen and poured myself a cup of black coffee. where was everyone? they would probably be up by now. i stood there drinking my coffee alone. i hadnt gotten used to being  alone because i was here. but back in England i was alone most of the time. my room mmate was either drunk or getting high. or on the verge of doing both. her parents would send her money cause they knew how much of a dead beat she was, i guess they didnt want her to be homeless or some shit like that. we never erally talked much. i think her name was Ali. but i dont really remeber.

i walked into Calums room and saw him and Michael sleeping on the floor. i saw Ashton on the bed and Luke was in his room asleep. i looked at the time, 6:34. i must go or ill be late. i walked down the hall and out the door. today i would be driving Ashtons car. i really must get a car.