Sam just left.
I like knowing that he wont tell anyone about the scars but can I really trust him?
I slowly made my way back up to my room. As I passed Kian's room, I heard him yelling. I stuck my ear to the door.
What do you mean?!?.......are you serious?........please don't hang up Andrea........Andrea, please know that I love you with all me heart........bye.
What is that all about? I then heard crying. I knocked on the door and it slowly opened.
"Are you ok Kian?" I asked. He shook his head no.
"Andrea just dumped me." He wiped away his tears.
"I'm sorry to hear." I hugged him.
I've never been in his room before. It's plain white walls but covering it is what looked like fan art. Then I saw a huge framed certificate that said,"1,000,000 subscribers".
"I need to be alone for a while Bri." He said. I nodded and left his room.
I closed my bedroom door and sat down at my desk.
Why is my life a roller coaster? When one thing is good and going uphill, another thing just has to ruin it and make it go down again.
I decided to take out my guitar and my camera. I placed my camera on the tripod in front of my desk chair. I pressed the record button and placed the guitar on my lap.
"Hi, so I've been going through a rough time for a while so I decided I'd play a little song. This is called Trophy Fathers Trophy Sons by Sleeping With Sirens." I said. I began strumming the notes on the guitar.
"Father, father, tell me where have you been?
Its been hell not having you here
I've been missing you so bad
And you don't seem to care
When I go to sleep at night, you're not there
When I go to sleep at night, do you care?
Do you even miss us?
Your bottle's your mistress
I need to know, I need to know
Why are you walking away?
Was it something I did?
Did I make a mistake cause
I'm trying to deal with the pain
I don't understand this, is this how it is?
I will try to understand
Father, father, tell me where are you now?
Its been hell not having you
Last thing I heard, you were fed up, you're skipping town
With no note telling where
When I go to sleep at night, you're not there
When I go to sleep at night, do you care?
I need to know, I need to know
Why are you walking away?
Was it something I did?
Did I make a mistake cause
I'm trying to deal with the pain
I don't understand this, is this how it is?
Why are you running away?
I don't understand this, is this how it is?
Why are you running away?
Tell me please, tell me please, I need to know
Is this what you call a family?
Is this what you call a family?
Is this what you call a family?
Is this what you call a family?
Spent seven years wishing that you'd drop the line
But I carry the thought along with you in my mind
But is this what you call a family?
Is this what you call a family?
Why are you walking away?
Was it something I did?
Did I make a mistake cause
I'm trying to deal with the pain
I don't understand this, is this how it is?
Why are you running away?
I don't understand this, is this how it is?
Why are you running away?
Tell me please, tell me please, I need to know
Is this what you call a family?
Is this what you call a family?
Is this what you call a family?
Is this what you call a family?"
I stopped singing and stopped the camera.
Kian stood in the doorway. "We have some raw talent here." He pointed a camera towards me.
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Temporary Girl
FanfictionBriar was brought to an adoption shelter when she was 10 because her family was abusive. She's had been to many of homes but they've all given her back, saying she's too clumsy and not good for work. She is given to a new family, the Lawley's. She f...
