Until You Give In

Chapter 2.2 Let's Start With Hate

Ae's POV

Fuck

Fuck

Fuck

He kick off his shoes as he enter his room,  really that fucking 'Faggot'had ruin his first day and to his annoyance his bastard cousin was siding with him.

He doesn't have any idea why those two suddenly seems close eventhough they've just met,  as in literally just met for like a few minutes ago,  and they just what... decided to be best buddies all of a sudden.

And worst of all, almost all his classes are infested by 'him'. Everytime he sees him, made his blood boils just thinking they're on the same room irritates him to no end. The other seems to notice it and tried to avoid him as much as possible.

But for the love of what not,  why does on every classes did their professor thinks to making them sit beside each other,was a good thing, tightly closing his eyes, he wanted to punch something and Ponds wasn't really helping at that. Everytime he accidentally looks on his side he could see him snickering like a crazy fool.

And everytime, he would gesture a motion like slicing his neck to send a threat to his cousin, who in turn would gulp hardly.

Sighing heavily,  he sat down on his bed,  moments later he decided to lie down with his arms beneath his head.

"Pete"

"the faggot"

"Pete"

He keeps muttering this name like a mantra.

He hates them

They are traitors

Treating them kindly

They're much worse...

Worse than a bithcy girl...

Closing his eyes,  he remember that day when he was betrayed by his so called friend.

Friend

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Three years ago...

"Ae I have always....", Plann said as he kept on looking somewhere as they sat there having their lunch at the roof top of their school.

"Always what man? ", he asked as he continue to chewed on his food. Nonchantly looking at his friend of two years. He and Plann had met during one of his illegal motor race.  Having the same hobby,  they somehow became close, and when they found out that they're attending the same school, often hanging with each other became as best friends. They would always have their chats and lunch on this very roof top like a hangout place.

Often times they would joke around,  but something was odd today. 

Something was off with Plann lately,  a few months now and his friend somehow became strange.  There were times he would notice him staring at him like he wanted to say something... really.... Really important but always chose not to.

He tried to act like it didn't bother him but it does, Plann is his friend more like a brother that he never had.

And today...

"Always what Plann? ", he asked again.

He was suddenly pulled into a hug by Plann. And he could feel that his friend was shaking,  he got concern and was about to asked him again when.

"I have always... Always... Like you Ae"

"yeah thats why we're friends blockhead", I said and lightly slap his forehead.

The hugged tightens but loosen after a second.  Plann looked at him.

"No Ae... You dont't understand... I like you", he said as he held my hands and put it on top of his chest.

As I feel his fast beating heart, it suddenly dawned on me...

the meaning of those stares....

Those smiles...

Those hugs...

Suddenly something snapped on me,  as my eyes twitched,  without warning I pushed him with all my might making him fall unceremoniously hard on the floor. Breathing heavily I looked at him full of anger and disgust.

"Fucking Traitor"

"Fucking Faggot"

"Disgusting piece of shit! "

"You betrayed me!"

The shocked look on his face as tears run down on his cheeks, just makes me want to kill him. Even if I heard him cried as he called my name again and again, I didn't look back as I walked off on that place, as I walked out of that friendship.

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"Never again will I be fooled by those damn Faggots"