Until You Give In

Chapter 7.3 The Truth Untold

CHA AIM POV

It has been three weeks since the night that I saw him again.

'Him'... the person who I longed to see and yet scared to meet. The truth was... I had been preparing myself as to what I would say to him if I ever saw him. And yet even if I practiced a hundred to a thousand of times it will never ever restrain this heart of mine from beating for him.

Only for him...

The only one who would smile at me with such tenderness that I feel so cherished...

The only one who can comfort me just by being near me...

Pete Pitchaya...

My Ai Pete...

If only I could turn back the clock I would not...

I would not...

Hurt him...

This past two years were like time spent in a solidary prison, prosecuted and jailed by my own self. After that incident I had hid myself from the world, it was only a week when the doctor had deamed me fit to walk along society.

And to marked that special day my parents had made reservation at a famous italian restaurant named CICCADA whose pasta had became one of my mom's favorites. We were having a joyous conversation when I had to excuse myself from the table as I needed to go to the comfort room to freshen up a bit, I walked past the center and noticed a piano placed just near the indoor fountain, without me knowing my mind drifted towards the visage of a tall, fair and handsome person, the image of him in that spacious white room playing the piano, was like living in a dream.

And because of my mind was elsewhere I had bumped into someone, frowing I looked up and as my eyes fell on those eyes I felt myself trembled.

'Ai Pete...'

'Cha Aim...'

As I heard the way he say my name I had wanted to hug him and cry with all my heart, but I stopped myself before I even took a step.

“Ai...Pete...I", I looked at him with my slowly blurring eyes, I almost choked so I had to bit my lips to stop it from trembling, not knowing what to say to him. I could only stood there dazely staring at him.

It's been 2 years...

2 agonizing years...

"How are you Cha Aim...", he said with his always soft voice and warm smile. Along with his habbit of tilting his head whenever he was confused of things.

Thump!

Thump!

Thump!

I turned my head hastily away from him, blushing I clutched the strap of my Louis Vuitton bag and letting a sighed I had calmed myself, after gaining my composure I  slowly stared at him like he was the only person in this world.

"Ai Pete... I really want to-", I wasn't able to finished my sentence when I saw person whose eyes was currently walking towards us glaring at me. I shivered.

As Ai Pete noticed the sa8d person he turned towards him, that person's eyes immediately became warm and gentle, extinguishing that cold front within a second.

There it became cleared to me that this person had also-

Fallen for him...

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It was nice seeing you Cha Aim...

It was nice seeing you Cha Aim...

It was nice seeing you Cha Aim...

Three weeks...and still I want to see him again, the feeling of being scared this past years had completely vanished just by those words.

He doesn't...

He doesn't hate me...

He still see me as Cha Aim...

His Friend...

I want to see him...

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I had to asked my former classmates about Ai Pete, and I had managed to know and find the university he was current attending to it took me a week at most because it was kind of hard for myself to talk to others since my ordeal. As soon as got off the car I immediately instruct my driver and bodyguard to wait for me untill I find Ai Pete.

Walking towards the university gate I noticed the number of people going in and out. The main entrance's arc was decorated with different kind flowers it felt like spring day. As I got near I shyly asked one of the guards about the said occasion, he told me that it was the last day of the Year End Semester Event of the school, he also added that the theme for this year was Spring Flowers, it was so obvious really.

As I set food inside, there were many different stall placed on the open ground, and it was bustling of young people.

I wanted to cry,

How can I find Ai Pete...

With these crowd...

It was then that I noticed the numerous banners surrounding the area stating a Music Presentation will be held tonight at the convention hall of the university, and all that I could think of was my Ai Pete, smiling giddily at myself I turned around and stiffly paused, because in front of me was the same person.

The person whose gaze could kill...

And voice so cold it could pierce...

"What are you doing here! "