anxiety; trixya

six

"trix, you didn't wake me last night with a panic attack." kim said, as the girls were eating breakfast. "i messaged katya and she helped." trixie said. "oh it's like that now is it, go to miss katya for everything." said aja, teasing. "do you want me to wake you up instead?" trixie quipped. "no!" aja said. "see, so i text katya. she texts like an old woman though, using capital letters and shit." trixie said.

before trixie could say another word kim snatched her phone and her and aja looked through the messages. "oh they are boring." said aja and set the phone down. "she really does text like an old woman." said kim, giggling. "guys stop being so childish." trixie said. both aja and kim had lessons today so trixie was left home alone.

trixie had been watching friends all morning when she got an instagram notification. it told her that because she had linked her phone number to her account they had found new people for her to follow through her contacts.

she scrolled through them and it was mainly just aja's new private page or kim's make up page and pages she already followed. one person that did show up, that she wasn't expecting, was katya.

she clicked on katyas account and was shocked by the pictures she had posted.  each picture had at least 8,000 likes and katya had 20k followers. she couldn't have this many followers just because she was a therapist.

trixie spent the day stalking, not creepily she convinced herself, to try and find out why katya had so many followers. it turned out katya was one of those 'instagram models' and got sponsored to post pictures with different products.

trixie definitely thought katya looked like a model, she had curves and a figure to die for and from the way her hair fell to her perfect teeth, katya was the definition of perfect. trixie couldn't help but feel jealous, well she told herself that was what the weird feeling she had in her stomach was. she didn't want to admit at all that maybe she had a tiny crush on her therapist. just a tiny crush that she could definitely get over before her appointment next week.

trixie made sure to follow katya and prayed that katya wouldn't notice that trixie had followed her.