anxiety; trixya

thirty-one

they were sat at katyas dining room table, eating, when trixie addressed the situation.

"katya, do you want to have sex?" she asked, quite abruptly. katya almost chocked on her food. "what?" katya coughed. "do you want to have sex with me?" trixie asked again. katyas lack of answer made her heart hammer harder in her chest, she knew it, katya didn't really like her.

"why are you asking this trixie?" katya said and set down her knife and fork. "is this why you've been so distant because we haven't had sex?" trixie asked again, years forming in her eyes.

"what the fuck trixie don't cry!" katya exclaimed and rushed round the table pulling the girl into an embrace. "but do you?" trixie asked again. "trix, i just thought you weren't ready, of course i want to have sex with you. only if you want it." katya said and reassured the younger girl.

"so you're not going to leave me even if we don't have sex tonight?" trixie sniffed. "relationships aren't just about sex trixie. it's also about the love and passion and feelings i have towards you. i want to make you happy, i want to help you in anyway possible. i don't just fuck and chuck." katya said.

that was a lie.

until trixie katya slept around. she would have different girl almost every night to satisfy her needs and she was needy. she was also a passionate lover maker. she was into all sorts of different kinks.

she liked when her partner was a sub. she liked when she could inflict pleasurable pain upon others. she was definitely a pleaser.

she knew the first time with trixie would have to be different though. first times are supposed to be special, she couldn't go all out on trixies first time, that wasn't fair. trixie was delicate aswell, it wasn't going to be just sex, it would be about showing trixie a great time and expressing her love for the younger girl by pleasing her.

"we could have sex tonight." trixie whispered in katyas ear. "i'll hold you to that." katya grinned and kissed trixie hard on the lips.