La Muñeca

Part 2 • l

••🇲🇽Song; Por uno Amor - Linda Ronstadt••

Lying in the hospital for weeks now has only made me go insanely mad to know that I couldn't save her life and I killed two of my own makes my skin crawl with pins and needles.

By the time I got there the sobbing body that was pinned on the ground was leaving closer to heaven than to be in the land of the living.
Not only did I not save my children but my mother's blood was also on my hands.

Only being seven months pregnant I hope one life was saved but I didn't want to hear any outcomes. I scream and pull guns at anybody that dare come into my room. Sleep was harder to come nurses refuse to step until one nurse had balls enough to do so. "Mrs. Collins, I'm Nurse Amelia, I will be changing your IV"
She had a strong Mexicana accent and the gun to her head seem not to even bother her one bit. As soon I felt the burning sensual going up my veins I felt my body let go and I scream. Perez storm in, "its okay, you just need to relax no one will intentionally hurt you as long I'm here."
Until that's when everything went dark...

          
As I'm falling into an unknown abyss of darkness, I can hear tons of voices surrounding my body. I drop to the floor holding my knees close to my body as I try to cover my ears. The voices of people lives I took seem to be louder and louder, feeling every inch of agony and pain.
Until warmth sensual on the skin, I felt a warm hand on my shoulder.
There she was; the beautiful woman with silver filled eyes, "forgive your enemies but remember their names." She always left leaving a black cloud of smoke to linger behind with a hidden message.

With that, she was gone.
I close my eyes trying wake up from this nightmare but I peak to see if she was gone but the woman I love is facing me, "Amor, I forgive you now It's time to learn to forgive yourself."

With that, I return to the land of the living, as the sounds of the rapid machines beeping by my bed with feeling the pressure as someone is sitting on my chest. I quickly sit up to see soft overhead lights as the room is filled with roses, balloons, and cards filled the room.

I yank the IV's from my arms as I pull my door open to my private hospital room, I spot Perez sitting outside my door, "I need to go home."

He nods with an agreement, I walk back into my room looking for clothes tossing the hospital gowns.
As I dress the same nurse walks in, "Ms.Collins it's not wise for you to leave in this condition after a great loss."

I point my gun to her face letting go of clicking as it's the second time a gun is aimed at her head.
"Is this wise enough?"

Her rose cheeks turn pale as her eyes furiously blink and I don't what comes over me.
"Look I apologize for my behavior this isn't usually me, this hospital is making me stir crazy."
I place my gun behind my back, as she lets go of a sigh, "I know Mrs. Collins, to be honest, I care about your health because one of those 'Places' my sister was kept hostage. We finally have her back in our life. She's not the same but with love and patience, I know she'll be okay. For that, I would always be grateful to you."
I nod at her statement with no emotion, as I dress in all black with Perez by my side leaving the hospital looking like a demon and faithful hellhound