Life goes on

Time

Time and Time again

I fall short to your spells

Every sixty seconds of your smile

My heart beats faster and faster

But time and time again

You leave me hanging

I hang on to your careless promises

You never seem to care if you break them

But time and time again

I fall in love with your eyes

I don't regret anything we do together

But they seem to become shorter every time

But time and time again

You never seem to care

But you had to care a month ago

Cause you took me to meet your parents

But time has proven to me

That you don't care anymore

All you want to do is hang around with your friends

And not be tied down to some girl

But over time I'll get stronger

I don't need to see you anymore

Because time is shorter than I used to think

And all the days I used to think of you were a waste of my time

So if you think of coming back to me

Cause you found out what you've been missing

I won't give in to your charming words and smile

So prove to me that you were different from last time

And rainy days that I used to think of you

When the tears went down my face

I blamed everything on you cause it was easy to do

Was just a waste of my energy on you

Things could've turned out differently

But time will tell everything about us

I really don't need you as anything more than a friend

Yeah, you were my first kiss but hey you ruined that for me too

I hate that you knew it and decided to anyways

You knew you were leading me on

And that broke me a little more

But for some reason the only guy I want is you

I've tried to move on but all I see is you

Doesn't matter how hard I've tried

You are the only one I see and notice

It sucks because I know I wasn't the only one for you

I should've just listened to my friends

They told me I deserved better and that you were a player

But love blindsided me and I thought you were different

But then you showed me that you weren't any different

In the dark of the night, I still see your face

In the middle of the day, I still hear your voice

In the morning when I wake up all I want is a kiss from you

And all throughout the day, I'm thinking of you

It honestly sucks but I just don't want to be friends

And I should have never given you a chance

But love blindsided me like it does many people

Yet, I should have known you were too good to be true

Your smile and your charm

I thought I could see through you

But now I don't even know how to read you

You seem to be doing good while I'm suffering

You said sorry but that will never be enough

You met my parents and they loved you for some reason

They compare you to everyone I meet back home

And dad's a little worried that I'll turn out just like mom

But I'll be fine eventually

You were my first heartbreak

I'll always love and hate you

I hope one day you find everything you need