I thought what we had was special
But you're telling me you just want to be friends
Yet you stole my first kiss and you knew it too
We met each other's family
You complimented me for the first three weeks
How did I not recognize the signs
You led me on for two weeks
Let me meet your family and some friends
But then you said you just wanted to be friends
You didn't want to hang out with me
Kept on giving me bullshit excuses
You stopped flirting with me
You told me you didn't like me
But that's not true
So you know screw you
Yet you still text me every day
Cause that's what friends do
We still ask each other how we're doing
You can't tell me you hear my name
And think she's just my friend
That you don't think about my laugh
I see you and those hazel eyes of yours
I hear the way you talk and smile
I see you there looking at me
You called me at 2 AM drunk
Cause that's what friends do
And you told me a joke that you just heard
I felt safe when I was with you
I hate that I let my guard down
You turned into a stranger
I can hear your laugh a mile away
But you won't pay attention to me
So I just walk in the other direction
I see your truck drive by my driveway
I wish that you would turn in
And tell me that you were just playing
Things change and people move on
But I can't get you off of my mind
I wish I could kiss you one more time
I hate this feeling I get when I see you
I just wanna jump into your arms
And climb up in your truck one last time
I miss you sneaking your arm round me
Your hand fitting perfectly into mine
Playing with the hair ties on my arm
Why'd you try to impress my parents
Why'd you try to make me laugh
If all you wanted to be was friends
I hate that I love you still
That I cry for you
And that I keep checking in
Look me in the eye and tell me that
When you hear my name
That all you think is that we're just friends

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Life goes on
PoetryLife changes constantly so I'm just writing awful poems that portrays how I feel.