Access Denied [J. JK FF : Completed✔]

Prologue

I had a dark past to be brief.

A past that has changed me.

I'm not the same person anymore... The scars... They were permanent and so was my decision... Atleast I thought so.

Those buried emotions, feelings, they scare me and I'll do anything to prevent them from surfacing.

It took me time to mend myself- I can't break again.

I needed to fake it. I needed to fake being strong... Which I wasn't mentally, but what could I do? I couldn't bare the broken feeling again.

I wanted to stay away from any attachments but at the same time wanted to protect those who might have similar fate as mine... I didn't want any other innocent person to suffer from what I did.

So I did what I thought was right.

I became a secret agent and slowly went to being the top agent of the company.

Like my mother.

Late mother..

I didn't really 'hang out' with people. Well, you need to be social for doing that. I barely talk to anyone unless it's work related.

I was happy isolated... Atleast I knew no one could hurt me again. I won't feel the pain of losing someone again.

But all my plans were shattered when I met him.

One mission, one man, one moment.

It all came down in that one moment- and I was distracted from the track I was supposed to follow.

I found myself standing on a road that divided into two paths.

One path was labeled as Usual and the other said Love.

I knew I had to take a usual one but I don't why I took latter. It seemed like my legs had their own mind all of a sudden.

I knew I had to deny his access to my past, my emotions, my feelings and most importantly my heart.

I knew it. I knew it all. I was aware of the fact that I'll be hurt yet, I couldn't turn back.

I didn't know how to.

He was like a rose.... Beautiful but came with thorns that could make one bleed.

Even if we did end up together someday would there be hope in our bond?

I doubted if a Mafia boss and secret agent could ever be together?

Was it true that opposites attract?

I didn't know what fate had for me at this point.

I was aware of the consequences but something was stopping me from getting away.

Maybe he was the angel who could help me fix my broken wings... Those wings that could help me fly away from the pain and reach hope.

Or maybe it was the guilt. Guilt of knowing that I was betraying him and loving him at the same time.

Jeon Jungkook... What are you doing to my heart? Wasn't I supposed to deny your Access to me?

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- Sarisha 💕