Shawn Mendes Imagines

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*play 'Don't Be a Fool' (SM) or 'Why Won't You Love Me' (5SOS) while reading this imagine. It adds to the mood*

"I-I really need you right now. I'm-I'm so so sorry for leaving you." I sob as I call Shawn.
"Y/n, I can't do this with you right now."

"Shawn, wait, please-"
"My girlfriend is here. I'm sorry but I'm not going to sit here and listen to your petty excuses."

"Shawn, please. I'm not here to give you any excuses. I-I just need someone right now."
"Call your friend." he said, hanging up.

I threw my phone onto my bed and curled into a ball, crying.

There was no point in trying anymore. Shawn won't even talk to me. Jack cheated on me with my best friend. My life is falling apart. I'm losing everyone I love.

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A few hours later I heard a knock at the door.

It's probably, y/b/f/n (Your best friend's name) trying to come tell me an excuse.

I heard a 'clink' sound at my window, causing me to jump.

The noise wouldn't stop. I sighed and stood up, going to the window.

Shawn was standing there, throwing rocks at my window.

I opened the window and said, "What are you doing here? It's midnight!"

"I-I'm sorry." he stuttered.

I sighed and closed the window, going down the stairs and opening the door for him.

He came in and I closed the door behind him.

"What did she do now?" I ask, annoyed.
"We got in an argument." he sighed.

I bit my lip, sitting down next to him on the couch.

"What was it about?"
"She has been so distant lately. It's like I'm the only one that cares about our relationship. It's so toxic, but I can't just leave her."

"If it's so toxic, find a solution. Talk to her. Tell her how you feel."
"Yeah, and I did, but then-"
"She got more upset and said she's breaking up with you?"

He nodded.

"She's probably going to come running back to you." I mutter.
"Huh?"
"What?"
"What did you say?"
"Nothing."

We sat in silence for what felt like hours.

"I missed you." he said.

I bit my lip.

"How have you and Jack been?"
"He cheated on me." I whisper, looking down at my lap.

I felt a pair of arms engulf me.

I held onto him, trying not to cry.

"Let it out."

I pulled away from him, confused.

"I know you, y/n. Let it out. I won't judge you."

A tear slid down my cheek.

He reached for my face, but I pushed his hand away. I turned away from him.

I heard him sigh.

"Listen, I know things have been rocky between us, but I'm here for you. I know you hate that I show up to your house at midnight almost every week complaining about her and mine's  relationship, but you never told me to leave. You let me complain and cry. I'm here for you, you know that right? Even if we aren't together anymore-"
"I get it. Please stop." I interrupt him. My eyes felt like they could explode with tears.

He grabbed my shoulders and my face, turning me to look at him.

"Baby, let me finish. You were and always will be important to me. We were so in love, and to be completely honest with you, if I could, I would've never broken up with you. The point is, I still love you."
I bite my lip, trying not to cry.

"Just let it go."

I gave in.

I broke down in his arms.

"Sh-Shawn?"
"Yeah?"
"I don't want anyone else."

His chin rested on my head, as I laid in his arms.

"I want you and I've always wanted you." I said.

"Baby, we can't-"
"I know, and that's why it sucks."

"Wh-why won't you love me?"
"Baby-"

"It's so hard to be lonely."
"I'm-I'm sorry."

"C-can you tell m-me why my love?"
"What?"
"Can y-you tell me w-why I hold o-onto to you? And you hold onto m-me?"
"I-I do love you. I love you so much, but-"
"But?" I ask.
"It's-it's complicated."

"Because you love her too?"
"No, it's because of management."

I pushed myself off him.

"What?"
He sighed, putting his arms back around me, pulling me back onto his chest.

"They made me breakup with you. The fans hated you, I never knew why, but you know that. To management, you were posing as a threat to my career. I argued with them, and trust me, I fought with them to let me be with you, but it wasn't enough. I'm so so sorry for not trying hard enough."

"So what are we now?" I ask, afraid of the answer.
"Friends who are in love."

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