Shawn Mendes Imagines

dying in la

"Hey, Shawn. We haven't talked in a while. Is everything okay? I miss you. I hope everything is working out for you. I saw your performance from a fan yesterday. I'm so proud of you. Okay, I love you. Give me a call when you get this." I said, leaving a voicemail.

Shawn mived to Cali and is currently on tour. Tonight he's back in Cali. He left seven months ago to pursue his dream career, and he promised he would still keep in touch. The first few weeks he kept that promise and called every other day. Then a few simple texts came every other week. Then eventually the calls and texts stopped coming.

I miss him like crazy, and I'm super proud of him, but I'd do anything to see him again and have him come him.

Every time I call him, it would go straight to voicemail. I would look at his instagram and Twitter and see that he's still active. He looks happy.

When a notification popped up that he tweeted something, I had the urge to dm him, but I was afraid he would leave me on read or he might not see it.

I took a deep breath, and dmed him.

Hey, Shawn
Send.
I miss you. How are you?
Send.

I was afraid for his response.

The three bubbles appeared, showing that he was typing.

My breathing hitched.

Hey
I'm great, hbu?

I frowned at his response.

Does he not miss me?

I'm alright
Send.
It's great to hear that you're doing well
Send.

Yeah

When are you coming back home?
Send.
I miss you.
Send.

I'll be back soon.
I miss you too.
I'm sorry I haven't been answering you lately.
I've been very stressed
I'm sorry
I still love you so much

My heart broke.

It's okay
Send.
I'm sorry, I didn't know
Send.
Do you want to talk about it?
Send.
I love you so much too
Send.

I don't think it's right for me to tell you over twitter dms.
I'll be home soon, I promise and I'll tell you

Okay, I love you
Send.

I love you too
I have to go
Can we facetime tomorrow? I need to see you

Okay, sure
Send.
Why didn't you call me earlier?
I thought about sending it before deciding ti delete it.
Call me anytime tomorrow
Send.
Bye, I love you
Send.

Bye my Angel, I love you too

I took a deep breath, happy that he responded. I should be mad at him that he didn't answer me when I called him, but now the feeling of happiness overwhelmed me. I was finally going to be able to see him tomorrow over Facetime.

That night I wasn't able to sleep. I kept thinking about what I was going to tell him.

Eventually I stopped trying to sleep, and got up, suddenly having the urge to draw something. I ended up sketching a picture of Shawn that one of his fans kept tagging me in.

I looked at the clock when I finished.

6:42.

I spent the whole night drawing him. I groaned, angry at myself for staying up all night.

I stood up and got ready for the day. Today was a Saturday and my best friend and I are supposed to meet up later and go camping with a few other friends.

By the time I finished getting ready and packing a few things, it was already 8.

Y/b/f/n was calling.

"Hey."
"Hey, y/n. Did you hear? Shawn's back in town!"
"I thought he was just in Cali last night?"
"Yeah, well after the show, he apparently flew back here. I went on Twitter this morning and there were a bunch of pictures of him and fans at the airport."
"Oh. That's cool."
"Are you planning on meeting up with him?"
"Well, he said he would FaceTime me today. I didn't know he was back in town."

"You have to meet up with him!"
"I know, but-"
"You guys need to fix things up."
"Yeah. I'll talk to him later anyways and we can probably plan something before we go camping."
"Okay, but you know you can invite him to come with us, right?"
"He'll probably be tired though. Plus, he probably will want to see his friends and family."
"Okay, fine, you're right."
"Mhm."

"Well, I'm coming by your house in like an hour, okay?"
"Got it. Let's hope he calls before we go."
"Yeah. I'll see you later."
"Bye."

Coincidentally when the call ended, I heard a knock on my door.

When I opened the door, my eyes widened.

"Hey." he smiled.
I was too much in shock to answer.

"Can I have a hug?"
I smiled and engulfed him in a hug.

I felt his arms tighten around me.

"I missed you so much."
"I missed you so much more."

I let go of him and we went inside my house.

"Okay, I know I have some explaining. I'm sorry I didn't keep my promise. Things just got a little out of hand and everything became so stressful. I thought Cali would be so relaxing and fun, and it is, but Im1not happy there. Everything there is so different and making friends is even harder. It's so competitive and you don't really know who's your friend and who's out to get you. I stopped calling and texting because not only did tour drain me, but I thought it would help in getting over whatever I felt. I felt so homesick and I missrd everyone here. I'm so so so sorry, y/n."
"Shawn, you know if you needed anything, I would've tried to come there for a bit. I love you more than you'll ever know, but if you aren't happy there, why don't you come back home?"
"That's the thing," he smiled. "Once tour is over, I'm going to be able to move back."
"Actually?" I smiled.
He nodded.

I hugged him.

"I'm so excited for you."
"Me too. I'm just glad I'm finally home. Also, I didn't see my parents yet. I was going to surprise them, but news spread quickly and now they've been trying to call me."
I laughed, happy he was home.