Shawn Mendes Imagines

What Am I?

[UNEDITED]

"Shawn, I know, but I can't." I said,walking away from him.
"Why? I-I thought you liked me."
"I do, but I don't want anything right now."

"So every time you told me you loved me and every date we went on was just something for you to do?"
"No, it meant everything to me, Shawn, but I can't handle a relationship right now!"
"So what now, y/n? I can't just go back to normal and act like this didn't happen."

"Then maybe we should stop whatever this is."
"But I can't forget this and I can't forget you."
"Then we should just end things!"

"Y/n-"
"Please. Shawn, I have so much to do already and I don't need a relationship taking up more of my time."
He took a deep breath.

"If you can't deal with a relationship right now, then I'll wait."
"I don't want you waiting for me."
"What am I to you?"
"My best friend."

He looked away from me.

"You're right. Maybe we should just forget about this."
"Shawn-"

"No, it's fine. I'm sorry I messed up our relationship. I guess I just thought I had a chance."

"Shawn, I know you'll find someone one day who will always love you and will be everything you could possibly want and need. I know I can't give you everything, but maybe this is for the best, okay?"
"Of course. Thanks for always being my best friend."

I nodded.

"I'm going to go home and finish packing. Are you coming to the airport tomorrow?"
He nodded.

"Okay, bye, Shawn."
"I'll see you tomorrow." he forced a smile.