Shawn Mendes Imagines

//Request 3//

Request for BalkisMstry
I'm sorry it's not edited and I added and changed a few minor things, I hope you don't mind!

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"Shawn, let's go out today." I smiled at him.
"Sure. Where were you thinking we should go?"
"There's a carnival in town just like 15 minutes away."
"That sounds fun."
I nodded. "Do you want to drive?"
"Sure." he said, grabbing the car keys and my hand.
We walked to my car and he began driving. He was still holding my hand as our arms rested on the middle console.

"Hey, Shawn?"
"Mhm?"
"I-I think I should tell you that I'm gonna be going to Turkey soon for my job."
"For how long?" he asked, squeezing my hand.
"Just for three months."
I saw him frown.
"I'm really proud of you, I'm just gonna miss you a lot."

I was a home designer and Shawn has always been supportive of my job.

"I'm gonna miss you too, but when I get back it'll all be worth it."
"Um, Beki? I don't really feel like going to the carnival anymore."
"Are you sure?" I frowned.
"Yeah, can we go back?"
"Um, okay then."
"I'm sorry. Thank you."
"It's okay."

When we got back to my shared house with my best friend, Shawn asked if we could cuddle.

"Not right now. Okay?"
He frowned.
"Please?"
"I can't right now. I'm gonna do some work real quick."
I went upstairs, Shawn following me.

"Shawn, can I work alone?"
"Why can't I come?"
"Because I need space."
"Fine, by one hug?"
"Later, okay?" I said, turning around and walking into my room.

I knew Shawn was hurt, but he has been so clingy and needy lately and I just need to distance myself a little before leaving.

I was able to plan some things and began packing for my trip.

When I finished, I went downstairs to see Shawn making something in the kitchen.

"Hey hun!"
"Hi Shawn."
"Did you finish your work?"
"Mhm."

"I made you some lasagna."
"I'm not hungry right now, but thank you." I said, sitting on the couch.
I saw him frown, but brushed it off.

He sat down on my lap and asked if I could play with his hair.
I couldn't resist his fluffy hair.

"Are you okay?" he asked me.
"Yeah."

He didn't speak for a few minutes.

"I like your hair."
He smiled.

"Do you want to go out tomorrow?"
He nodded.

"Is your music going well?"
"Yep."

I kept asking him questions and he would reply with either yes or no.

"Are you mad at me?"
He frowned. "I should be asking you that. You've been avoiding me all day."

"No I haven't. I've been working, you know that."
"Yeah but-"
"And you've been really clingy lately and I love you, but it gets really annoying."

He looked hurt and stood up.

"W-what?"
"I-Shawn-"
"I get it. I'll give you space. I'll see you when you get back. Have a nice trip, Beki"
"Wait, Shawn-"
But it was too late. He slammed the door.

I began crying and realized I made a mistake.

(Time skip to when you get back to Canada)

Once I landed I became so excited knowing that I would see my best friend and boyfriend today.

"Ah, Beki!" she yelled, hugging me as I walked into our house.
"I missed you so much."
"I missed you too!"
I said hi to her boyfriend.
"It's so great to have you back."
"It's great to be back. Is Shawn here? I haven't seen him since that night."

"He's been a wreck without you. He's in your room." she said.
"Okay, thank you." I said, running up the stairs.

When I opened the door my heart broke.

Shawn was laying in my bed, crying.

I ran up to him.

"Shawn!"
He looked up to me and engulfed me into a hug.

"Beki, I'm so sorry about that night. I missed you so much."
"I'm sorry for leaving us on bad terms. I missed you so much more."

He looked at me, tears falling down his face.
I wiped his cheeks and said, "Baby, don't cry."
"I'm sorry. I-I promise I won't be as clingy anymore and if you don't want me to hug you all the time-"
"No, I'm sorry. I love you and your hugs and you aren't clingy. I'm sorry. I'm gonna take care of you always."

"I'm so glad you're back."
I hugged him.

"I love you."
"I love you too."

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