I'm so happy about this chapter you don't even know. Tell me what you think about it please and let me know if I need to make adjustments. Anyways I hope you enjoy it and yeah.
BlessedLove14
P.S. Sorry it's so short but I liked the length of this chapter.
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Alexei’s P.O.V.
I hadn’t known my reasoning for wanting to go to the beach today until I got there and saw her… with him. I wanted so bad to grab him by his black emo hair and throw him under the water. Instead I looked at them for a second and when Jaxon turned around to look at me I dropped to the ground instantly. I was so fucking pissed at myself. How could I have done the things that I did to Rowan? She had warned me and now I was afraid that it was too late to get her back.
She looked so happy with him. She looked like she wasn’t hurting anymore. She always looked hurt when she was around me and I fucking hated seeing her like that. But now, I hated that I couldn’t make her happy like Jaxon was.
I got back into my car and drove back home. I hadn’t realized how hard I was holding the stirring wheel until I looked down at my hands and saw that my knuckles where the color of snow.
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Rowan’s P.O.V.
Jaxon drove us back to his apartment after we were done swimming and I was so happy when I saw rain start to poor outside on of his windows. Perfect for a movie night. We snuggled underneath a really soft blanket Jaxon so happened to have and at popcorn as we watched movies. The first movie we watched was the Breakfast Club. We had both watched it a lot before but to me it never got old. Then we watched The Silence of the Lambs ad then we finished off the night with Dirty Dancing. I was kind of surprised when I saw that he had the movie but the movie is really good so it made since. I laid next to Jaxon in his bed yawning before I feel asleep.
“Today was great.” I said resting my head on his shoulder.
I was so tired and so being in a comfy bed was an amazing way to end the night.
“I’m happy that you had fun. If you want you can come see us practice tomorrow. You don’t have to but I’m just offering.” He said lacing his fingers through my hair.
“Sure. I’m going to have to take a shower before but you guys usually don’t practice till around five so…”
Now that Alexei knew I wanted to tell all the guys but this was something we had to talk about with each other.
“Do you… do you think we should tell the guys?” I said looking at Jaxon.
“If you want to. I would have said something the first day but I wanted to respect your decision about not telling them.” He said with a smile.
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