Don't Fall In Love

It Won't Hurt As Bad

Hey lovely people reading my story. I've thought about this a lot and I'm to write either and Niall Horan Story after this one, keep going with my Jared Leto Imagines, or do something I haven't ever really done before which is write a romance that has more of a mystical feel to it. Let me know down in the comments what you want after I finish this story because I've thought about it a lot and I am getting close to the end of this story. Anyways, I hope you enjoy this chapter, you know what to do if you see something I need to correct and besides that have a great morning/day/night.

BlessedLove14

Rowan’s P.O.V.

“What have I just done?”

            I was leaning against the hard wood door trying my hardest not to freak out about what just happened. I didn’t know whether to be happy or to be angry at myself for saying those words to Jaxon. Everything was running through my head. Had I really just said the most heartwarming words that could potentially be heartbreaking words to Jaxon?

“Just calm down Ro. You just need to go to sleep. You need to sleep and then tomorrow you’ll feel amazing about this.”

            I made my way up the stairs down the hall and into my bedroom, closing the door behind me. I walked to my bed and got in the sheets, not even changing out of my clothes, before questioning myself about what I had just done. I closed my eyes, falling asleep, hoping that tomorrow I would feel good about myself.

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            I woke up to the sound of lightning and sat up in my bed breathing hard. I always liked the sound of rain and the lighting and thunder. My mom would tell me that I would fall asleep to it all the time as a baby so it makes since why I love it so much but now it was another way to wake me up and make me think about everything.

            I tried to go back to sleep but it was useless. I decided that I should just get up and do something I hadn’t done in a while, take a run. I put my hair up in a ponytail and then made my way out of the house trying not to wake up Sam and Jen. When I closed the door behind me I could smell the rain and earth. I really didn’t care that the rain was still falling from the sky because I was just going to take a shower when I got back so it didn’t matter that I was going to get soaked.

            I decided to go right because there was a trail that went into a small forest. It felt good running in the rain. It kept me cool while I continued to run. When I started to go up hill I started to slow down and soon I was leaned up against the side of a large tree that looked like it could kill me in a second if it fell down. I looked up into the sky and saw the rain falling and the mist from the rain along with it blowing through the wind and that’s when I knew that I had done the right thing.

            I smiled and it was almost as if everything got brighter. The sun had just popped out from behind the dark, threatening clouds and the top of mountain that stood tall above town that I lived in. I heard birds singing their song and the rain started to stop and I just knew. This realization was a bit weird for me because I never thought that I would ever feel this feeling. Then I felt something else. I felt my mom’s presence here with me in the middle of this forest that I had ran through like a crazy person not thinking of the consequence of me getting hit by lightning or a large tree falling on top of me or even tripping and falling to the ground hitting my head.