My Philophobia G.D.

7

Gray's POV.
The party actually is going very well,we are all having fun...and I am kind of trying to avoid Hailee's eyes ,just to try not to be jealous...you know about that guy.
I forced myself doing that but I kind of felt like there was something different...I turned my head and Hailee was looking at me.
I moved my head kind of asking her what was going on...and she just answered shaking her head nothing.
I noticed that she felt down I don't know why but she had those eyes of a bad thought.
I distracted myself when Ethan called me for the Photoshoot so I went with him in the room.
After like 20 minutes I came back and noticed that Hailee was phone calling someone and she turned from relaxed into worried.
In that moment I knew that she received a bad notice.
Her eyes filled with tears and now I was worried.
She started walking outside and I run in order to reach her but just when I was able to see where she was Romeo took her away and he was worried too...she got into the car and they left as fast as the car could.
What should I do now?and that guy and the man that were with her are still here ,what is going on?

Hailee's POV.
I recived a call and it was Romeo...it is strange because he said that he would not call me because he wanted to spend all the night with my brother and Kylie...and I don't want to be pessimistic but something must have gone wrong.

I just answered...

Romeo:Hailee sorry I just don't know what I did I'm sorry...it was my fault.

He was crying

Hailee:Romeo you are scaring me.
Stop crying and tell me .What's going on?

Romeo:Hailee sorry...Jack got...Hailee I'm sorry.
Hailee:fuck Romeo can you tell me what the fuck is going on?
Romeo:we wanted to go take an hamburger with Jack and we got in a car accident...and...I'm sorry.
Hailee:omg...what?...fuck how am I supposed to come now?...are you okay?can someone of you come pick me up?
Romeo:I'm coming

Fuck fuck fuck...how is my little Jack...what the fuck am I going to do if he's hurt...fuck I just don't know...

Romeo came and picked me up.
"What the fuck happened"I asked with my eyes full of tears.
"I...Hailee I am sorry it is all my fault...I'm going to pay everything and the hospital for your brother and I'm leaving you
I promise I just didn't want this to happen"he said crying
"Romeo what are you saying?how is Jack?tell me he is fine?"I screamed crying
"Hailee he's in a coma!..."I freeze in that moment..

"Wh...what...WHAT?"I asked not being able to talk
"Hailee look I am sorry...he asked me to go eat to mc.Donald's and me and Kylie Diced to go with him but she said that she needed to charge her car cause she was out of gas so she came with her car...me and Jack went with mine and when we were near to mc.Donald's a car like a Range rover...crashed into us...Jack is in a coma...he hit his head and now.I am sorry Hailee I am sorry I'll leave you if you don't want me to be with you"he said stopping the car in fornt of the hospital

I didn't answer him...I just ran into the hospital...
I dind't know what to do,what should i ask to the nurses,what should I do?...i don't know.

after 5 hours waiting in the waiting room for the nurses to let me see Jack.

"the sister of Jack Steinfeld?"she asked
"Yes,yes I'm here"I asked with my hands in my hair.
"You can see your brother just in the end of the corridor at the right"

I didn't even say thanks to the nurse, I just ran down the corridor...I arrived at the room...and I could see that little body in a big bed...my baby.
My little bother was just laying there in a hospital bed in a fucking coma and I am here looking at his withe little face...his cold little fingers...
He is not supposed to be here...maybe if I didn't go to that event this would have not happened...fuck.
After 1 day...
I am sitting here in a chair praying for my little man to wake up...my dad and my brother new about the accident just after I was able to see Jack...they came here and stayed the night and I told them to go and that I would've stayed here with Jack...So here I am hoping he would wake up.

I am thinking about Romeo and I am sorry for leaving him in front of the hospital, without asking if he was hurt or if he was feeling good, but I knew he wasn't.

I should call him.

Romeo:"hi Hailee?"
Haille:how are you?
Romeo:I am fine...how you and your brother are is the real question?
Look Hailee really if you don't want to see me anymore I am sorry and I am going to leave you alone"
Hailee:Romeo listen...it wasn't your fault...you didn't know that it was going to happen,I think you didn't want to hurt anyone.Things just happen and we can't control them...it needed to be...but now .for real,think about being good and keep on going and if you need anything you know I am not going to leave you...you helped me and I want to help you so just clam down and try too make this moment better ok?"
Romeo:"Hailee really you are the best person ever...I hurt your most important person in this world and you still think of helping me in your bad moment...but how is Jack?"
Hailee:he just isn't...I like to think he is sleeping and dreaming just more than the other nights...but I still know the real situation..."
Romeo:Hailee...I...I...I am really sorry...I know you two are the strongest people in the world and he is going to make it and wake up and he is going to tell you every beautiful dream he had and you are going to listen to his voice again trust me.Just trust me he is as strong as you and he is going to make it OK?"
Hailee:thank you Romeo...really...I need to go I want to just stay here in silence...I'll see you if you want to come.
Bye
And with that we ended the call.

Romeo's POV.
I feel like shit...it was my fault.

Grayson called me this morning and I couldn't handle it. I was crying my eyes out and I just talked with him about this shit of situation.

I hope my little man will do it and if he won't I don't know what I am going to do...

Gray's POV.
Romeo told me about Hailee's brother and I just want to be with her...

Fuck I'm going to do something maybe I can help her.

Hailee's POV.
Is the third day that Jack is living a coma and I am here with him...he didn't wake up yet...
My dad and brother said to me to go eat and sleep but how could I?I can't just leave him here alone...what if he wakes up?I need to be here.
I am really tired but as much as I am ,I just can't get out of this room...

I started writing a song...bad moments make my mind more open and let methink, words come out when I start realizing the situation and how you feel...

I hope Jack will hear this song and sing it along...maybe this could be, one day, his song to listen to before he goes to sleep...I still hope he is going to wake up: I know he will.

So here we go.

The sun is setting and you are right here by my side
And the movie is playing but we won't be watching tonight.
Every look,every touch makes me wanna give you my heart...

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Guy guys I hope you like this chapter as much as I like it cause I cried a lot writing this...
Is a little bit long...bur still hope tou like it