My Philophobia G.D.

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So guys before you start reading just play the song,it will feel good trust me.

Hailee's POV.
It's been 1 week now...my baby is still sleeping.
He doesn't want to wake up.
My dad and my brother told me for the thousands time to go eat something and get some sleep,but this is not the moment...I mean I can't leave my baby.
You can see that I lost a lot of weight but i don't care.

Romeo and Kylie are always here with me and Jack...they really want to help us,and Romeo even more.
He also told me that he told Grayson what happened...
He called me. He is the sweetest guy in the world,he was nervous when he called me,you could hear his voice shaking...

I am now thinking about my mom...she knew about Jack and she didn't even come here to see how her son was...shit he is in a coma and she doesn't give two fucks about that?what's wrong with people?

About the song...I wrote down more and more this few days.
His eyes just helped me...even if they were closed,his cold skin.
I can't quit him and he can't give up,he has to get out of this situation and he is strong...he's gonna do this!

I am nearly falling asleep here on his tiny chest...he is so cold.

2weeks later...
I am starting to give up.
Jack isn't showing any sign.
I am loosing hope.
This could sound selfish but I can't keep on staying here...sometimes staying in this room gives me anxiety,like I am going to soffocate and if Romeo wasn't here I would have ended being in an hospital bed too...
I decided that I had to get out of here...maybe for a couple of hours or maybe for just today.
I got all my stuff and got outside of the hospital to see Romeo waiting for me in his car.
I got into the car...leaving a deep breath.

"Do you want me to take you there?"he asked quietly
"Maybe it is the better place"I said closing my eyes,leaving a tear roll down my cheek.

After about an hour we arrived at "our place".It is a high cliff,watching the ocean here while you can admire the sunset is like giving your problems to the water to just let them go away from you.
This is the place that Romeo took me for the first time when I was having problems with eating disorder...he just brought me here and while we were watching the sunset dying we realised that in reality the problem is not the world but it is society that is a fucking shit...it keeps judging you till you disappear and then,when you do that, it try's to get you back but it is too late.
Me,Kylie and Romeo spend more time together here that in our houses....this place helps us,that's it.
"You know ,I didn't tell you this the last days but,do you know when you just need a little time alone...just away from everything even the most important people to you?
I think this is the time for me to just get my time and realize how I feel.
It's like that moment when a songwriter needs to live those bad moments of his life just to get out of that shit? and when he takes that time for himself he gets out of the shit that was surrounding him and is ableto tell people that they are not alone by writing new songs at the end?
I think this is the moment"
"Do you want some time alone?"he asked with his eyes looking down.
"Me either I don't know...well I know I need some time alone but at the same time I feel like I want someone to understand that I am only looking for somebody that understands that in reality I want somebody around me,to show me that he's never gonna leave me..."I said starting to show my tears that were forming in eyes."I just feel like me either don't know what I want...I am so confused Romeo...I really am"
"Come here...you just need someone to show you that cares about you...and maybe I am not the one you are searching for because you know that me and Kylie love you right?"
"Yes,I love you Romeo" I said into his chest "can we get home so I can get a shower and maybe go eat something?"
"Sure my little sister"

3 hours later
I know this isn't the right moment but I feel like I want to see Grayson and just look into his eyes...I have this feeling like I can find that kind of a strong energy in his eyes.

Gray's POV.
"Ethan can we talk for a minute?"
"Sure...about Hailee?"
"Well,yes.I know this doesn't make any sense now,but I miss her, I know this is stupid cause I kind of never see her but it is like she is always here with me and I am think about her all day long...just her eyes,shit, I can't get them out of mind"
"Sounds like the Grayson Dolan is falling I love?"
"Ok you are not helping again bye..."
"No Gray come on, I am kidding...but really I think you should do something...you are the romantic guy that knows how to make a girl feel good,so just go ahead"
I didn't answer I was just thinking of what to do to see her and maybe making her smile in this shit of moments for her...come one Grayson come up with an idea.

Hailee's POV.
"Hailee do you want me to get you to the hospital now or? But really it is better if you stay here and sleep and get a little bit of rest and I'll go stay with Jack I told you this for the past 3 weeks now"
"I don't know...I want to be there."
"You will be Hailee, I'll call you as soon as I see something happen ok?"
"Maybe you are right I should just stay at home"

Later...
I am cooking dinner for me and Romeo.
He didn'twant me to but I just wanted to get my mind busy for now.
I recived a message from Grayson before and my heart is still beating out of my chest.
why does he has this power on me?
It said:
Grayson:hey Hailee,how are you doing? I hope you are better...just wanted to know if you think a little bit about yourself...get a little bit of rest,if you need anything me and E are here,you know it...let me know if things get better.
Hailee:hey Gray...umm thank you for being here really...I am home now getting a little bit of rest trying to get my mind busy even if it is difficult but you know...and here you as soon as possible...

I answered with my hands shaking...fuck I really like him

Gry's POV.
OK Hailee answered and I am happy about the fact she is getting some rest...she needs it.
I think that for now knowing she is fine is okay...I'll just give her space, she needs it,maybe she is confused.

Next morning.

I received a call,it was James
"Hey sister" I say smiling
"Hi gray gray...I was thinking of taking Hailee out for a little bit just to relax her,you know about the whole situation"
"Yes that's a great idea...and since you know I really like her,you though of asking me to organize this with Romeo right?"
"Of course sweetie...so get done I have a plan"

Author note.

...little did Grayson know that that was the day he was going to understand he loves that girl

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so sorry if there are a lot of mistakes but as always I am writing this at like 1:30 am. So sorry...I am just trying to upload more and more but you know...busy
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