My Philophobia G.D.

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Hailee's POV.
What should I do now? I need to fucking talk to him!
I never wanted Cameron, I just want Grayson and he needs to know that.

"Hailee, what's going on between you and Grayson?" asked Aaron
"Nothing, I need to talk to him"

I ran to my car and started to race so I could find Grayson.
Fuck Grayson, you are the only beautiful thing that was happening in my life, you can't get away from me!

I was driving so fast that I didn't even see the road clearly!
And after that, I didn't see that at all.
Everything was black, everything was starting to feel like a panic room, the only thing that didn't feel nothing at all was my heart and my body!
I didn't see the car and tried to change my direction and I crashed into the tree.
"Grayson, be the one to find me in this mess, please"

Romeo's POV.
I think that this time is better if Hailee searches Grayson alone and talks alone with him. There's no word that will make it all up!
I saw her running form the party after what Cameron did, I was soooo angry that I didn't think about anything twice and punched Cameron on his shitty face.
He didn't do anything back, I think he understood that he was in the wrong side of the situation.

I was with Angelica and a friend of her, I was getting so nervous cuz I was worried for Hailee and Grayson, I want them to make everything up but I know Grayson and he'll run from her.
My thoughts were interrupted by the vibrating of my phone in my pocket.
It was my friends message: "Romeo, I don't want you to get worried, but I was going back home and there is an accident on the road and I'm worried that the car that got into the accident might be Hailee's, I'm sorry man"
My blood got cold, my mind didn't understand anything.
"Roemo, are you okay? What happened?" said Angelica
"Hailee got into an accident"
"What? Let's go get her"

We ran to our car and drove to the place everything happened.

I was wishing that the car wasn't her car, please, tell me it isn't her car, for God's sake!

My hands were shaking, even if I wished it wasn't her car, I knew it was.

My brain didn't understand anything now: it was her car!

The fire fighters were taking her out of her car, I bearly was able to recognise her.
Her face was blood, her body was blood.

I ran to her and the man that was preparing the ambulance for Hailee tried to hold me, I couldn't enter the zone where the accident happened.

This can't be true, why is everything happing to her.

After 18 hours of surgery, and waiting, the nurse came to us..I jumped from the seat and ran to her.
"Is she okay? Did they save her?"
"I can't tell you all of the details cuz you are not part of her family Sir, but she is in critical conditions,they tried everything to save her but she didn't wake up...she is in a coma Sir, I'm sorry!

I felt tears roll down my cheeks, cold tears, hurtful.

Gary's POV.
Why did this happen?
It was so perfect,beautiful!
Maybe I shouldn't have left like that,she didn't kiss him, it was him that kissed her, she pushed him away.

This is so messed up, everything after Hailee started being messed up, but it was so perfectly messed up.
I loved that mess.

I didn't even see her...I just left and now I am in my room trying to avoid her name. I was searching something to watch in the TV, but even the TV started talking about her.
There was her photo on the newscast, I was nearly changing the channel but the journalist started talking about an accident and suddenly Hailee's car appeared on the screen!
"what the fuck?" I screamed, jumping from my bed.
"Ethan!!" I screamed again.
"what the hell is going on? " he came running to my room!
I pointed my finger on the screen. ..I was shaking.
"omg, Grayson isn't that Hailee's car?" asked Ethen with his eyes wide open.
"Ethan, please call Romeo and ask which is the hospital they are staying in and take me there please, I'm not understanding anything" I said with my tears growing in my eyes that left their home after breaking, on my cold cheeks.

After 20 minutes of driving.

We arrived at the hospital and I 8asked for her room. They told me that they couldn't let me see her, I had to wait.

One hour left the clock, mine and Hailee's life.
Two hours left me and her, alone, in differten rooms.
Three hours made her sleep in my deep heart.
Four hours made me remember that the disere that she could wake up was bigger than this world.
Five hours made me hear the voice of the nurse telling me that I was able to see her.

I was walking down the hallway, my skin was getting colder every step I made.

I stopped before her room.
I turned to the side and watched through the glass that was separating us.

I entered the room, slowly.
This was so hard. But my heart was starting to relax after seeing her face.

The nurse behind me interrupted my thoughts by saying "Sir, I'm sorry but I have to tell you that you can talk to her, but she will not wake up for now!"
I didn't understand.
"wha... What do you mean?"I asked.
" She is in a coma Sir, her conditions are not the best, we need to wait and be patient" she looked down.
My heart skipped eight beets at once.
Hailee is in a coma, because of me.
"Can I talk to her alone, please?"
"Of course, but don't worry sweetie...she is a strong girl, she did what she could to keep her heart beating"
She is Hailee.

The nurse left the room and I took a step to seat in the chair.

I looked at her...her hair was falling on her soft skin and I pit them back behind.
I know this is impossible but I felt like her skin got shivers when I touched her.
She felt me. I know that.

"Hailee, I...I don't know if you can hear me or not, but I know that this between us is strong enough to make our memory last, even if we can't hear it. I know that we have known each other for just a little amount of time to say this, but, Hailee...this is, whatever we can call it, is something that happens just in movies or dreams...and maybe this a dream but I feel it and I want to keep on sleeping, so I can meet you in my drams and tell you that, for the first time, I love you. I love you Hailee, I really do. I am sorry. "

After those words I looked at her and admired her features, the scars on her face.
My thoughts were interrupted by someone knocking on the door. It opened and Ethan eneterd the room with his head.
" Gray, do you want to get home? We'll come back tomorrow morning"
"I don't want to E, thank you but I want to stay here" I said leaning with my head on Hailee's hand.
"Are you sure Gray? You can get some sleep and come tomorrow morning, I'll get you here!" he said.
"No E. for real, I want to stay" I said, not even looking at him.
"Okay Gary, call me if u need anything or if something happens" he said starting leaving the room.
"Ethan, tell Romeo and Angelica to leave, I'm staying with her."
"okay Gray, love you man, she'll get better, don't worry."
"I hope Ethan, I really hope!"

And with the sound of the door, that was just closed by Ethan, my eyes felt heavy and closed, falling into a deep sleep.
My head, still rested on her hand.

I love you Hailee...