My Philophobia G.D.

11

Hailee's POV.

Me and Angelica were in the car going to sturbucks.

"So Hai do you want to talk about what is going on with you and Gray?"Angelica asked.

I moved my eyes from the road to her,and i took a deep breath.
"Honestly,I am confused.
My mind is messed up,ever since I knew Grayson is like something in my life changed,like he is changing parts of my day and he makes them beautiful.Only hearing his name makes me smile,only the thought of him,his smile,his eyes makes me happy"I said in a sad voice.

"But you are talking about that like it is a bad thing...why are you not happy that he makes you feel like that for once?".

"Because I feel like shit knowing that I know people from ages and when I think of them they don't make me smile.It sucks that my mood depends on someone that actually doesn't know me.And it sucks that your happiness doesn't depend on you but on other people."I say while my eyes start watering.

"hey Hailee listen to me,what you fell maybe sucks on a side but on the other side is the mos beautiful thing you could feel.
Listen, when I knew Romeo I felt the same way,I felt like the only person that actually made me happy was him,he was the only one that made me feel like Grayson makes you feel.But listen to me that's nothing bad, 'cause that was the thing that helped me to understand who I loved."she says.

"I honesly don't know what is going on with my mind..."I say while I am searching for a parking lot near starbucks.

I get to starbucks while Angelica is waiting in the car.After 30 minutines we get back home.

When I get home I can't stay there with Grayson and my brother, I don't know why, but I really feel like being here with them doesn't help me at all.
Me and Gray are looking at eachother and when we notic that we look in other ways.
It makes me nervous,and makes me feel strange.Even if I don't feel right staying here I don't want to leave either.

I need to get out of this house,I need to write.

I take my keys and get out of the house.
After 15 minutes of ride I make it to the place where I go to record my songs and write.
This place helps me getting things off of my mind,helps me clearig my thoughts.

I passed all the day there, writing songs, until I remembered that I had my phone turned off...shit.

I turned my phone on and I got a waterfall of messages and missed calls from Romeo,Angelica and Grayson.

While I was composing Romeo's number,I recived a call from Grayson.
In that moment I started shaking,my heart was beating so freaking fast.
I answered.

"Hailee where are you?You dissapeared!"

"Sorry Grayson I didn't feel like being around people"

"Is everything alright?"he asked quietly

"I honestly don't know Grayson.My mind is a mess"

"where are you now?"

"I just arrived at the sunset cliff,San Diego"

"okay I'll be there as soon as possible,wait me there!"

"Wait,Grayson what are you saying?
It is way too far from your house"

"I don't care,you just wait there and I'll come,I want to see you"

"okay"

"see you in a bit"and with that he ended the call.

Gray's POV.

I needed to see her now,I couldn't handle it.

I had to know that she was fine,I wanted to see her eyes and tell her how I feel.

And I really hope that I will be able to do that, 'cause honestly everytime she is near me I can't control how I feel,my words just stop in my mouth.

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