My Philophobia G.D.

14

The sun is shining through the window, resting its rays on my face and waking me up.
I am starting to wake up and my mind is already on Grayson and everything that happened...he is the first thing that crossed my mind in the past days.
I remember that I fell asleep waiting for him to send me the message so I take my phone and open the message.

"that was actually the best kiss I have ever had...you could think that I am overreacting but Hailee trust me I mean it"
Honestly I have never been this exited to read a message and feel this good from the moment I wake up...the way he tries to make sure that I believe him and the way he worries about what I think or not makes me want him more near me.

There was another message underneath this.
"I think you fell asleep...goodnight beautiful"
I wish I read it before going to sleep...

It was time to get up, make breakfast for everyone and start the day with a true smile on my mouth, hoping everyone will have a great day.

It is 8:00 am, I walk into the bathroom, take a quick shower,get back into the bedroom and get dressed,leave my wet hair falling on my shoulders and walk down the stairs in order to cook.
I decide to cook some pancakes and prepare a milkshake with oreos, just the type of milkshake that Romeo and Jack love.

While I an cooking I think that it would be a great idea if I called Angelica, so she could eat with us and have fun.
I dl so, and after 15 minutes she is here.

I wish Grayson was here too...

I got upstairs with Angelica.
She went in the room where Romeo was sleeping, and I went in Jack's room.

I kissed his hand and he started waking up.
"hey, cutie" I said wishpering
He smiled at me with his eyes closed.
"good morning" he said slowly
"how did you sleep?" I asked
"really good...I had the best dream ever"
"would you like to talk about that while eating breakfast?" I asked caressing his little hand.
"yupppp...please tell me you prepared pancakes and milkshakes"
"mmmmmm...well yepp, I did!!"
"this is the best morning everrrrr"
He said getting up from the bed.
I smiled and thought that he loves having breakfast when he has his pijamsa on "let's get down and eat"
"wait, I have to change!!"
"oh, didn't you love eating with your pijamas on?"
"oh right today's Saturday I don't have to go to school"he laughed.
We got downstairs with Romeo and Angelica and Jack told us about his adventurous dream winning the football march with his favourite team.

We all got ready cause while eating I got the fantastic idea of going shopping, just to have fun and be together.

Oh,I forgot to tell you that Kylie was abroad for a school project so that's why I didn't tell her about Grayson...I didn't want to stress her more than she already is, but of course she needs to know. I miss her being around me these days.

While we were leaving the house, Jack stopped from running towards the car and looked at me.
"what?" I asked
"I want Grayson to come with us!! Please let's invite him"
I started getting nervous...I did want to see Grayson but it would be really awkward being around him like nothing happened.
"please, please, please" he say begging
"okay, okay, I will call him and I'll ask him if he can come"
"thank you, Hailee" he said happy

I called Grayson, while my hands started shaking.
He answered "hey Hailee, everything's alright?"
"hey, Gray...yeah everything's perfect, I called you cause we were going shopping and Jack wanted you to come with us" I said hoping he would accept.
"oh, yeah of course, I would love to, just tell me where do we have to meet at!" he said happly.
"if you want, I can come at yours and pick you up, we can leave together from there...ask Ethan if he wants to come too!" I said
"oh yes...wait a second, by the way, yes come here and we will leave together"
I was going to say okay but Grayson started calling Ethan, yelling at Ethan, and I just started laughing...he is so cute everytime (joke lol)
*heeeeeeeyyyyyy Ethan get ready Hailee is taking us with her shopping*

"okay, I'll wait you here, right?" he asked
"yes, I'll be there in 20"
"see you..."
"bye Grayson"
"byeee, can't wait to see you by the way" he said, I could feel he was smiling shily while talking.
"me too Gray...see you soon"

I started driving and arrived at Grayson's house, parked my car and waited for him outside.
Jack was exited, honestly I have never seen Jack this happy to see a person that actually he barely knows.
But I love that that person is Grayson...this means more than anything now. He makes both of us happy.

They get out of the house and Jack jumps out of the car and run in order to hug Grayson.
He hugs him back and after they both leave the hug, they start walking towards the car.
"Grayson can you please sit with me in the beck?" Jack asked
"yes, of course I can Jack" he answered looking into my eyes, like he was asking me if that was alright.
I smiled and waved at Ethan!!
"heyy, Hailee, how are you doing?" Ethan asked, hugging me.
"great,how are you doing?"
"Same here" he said turning the radio on.
"oh guys, I forgot to tell you that Angelica and Romeo are waiting for us at the shopping center, they are coming with us"
"that's great, a group hang out" Ethan said rubbing his hands.

We arrive at the shopping center and get out of the car walking towards Romeo and Angelica that are waiting for us.

I am walking near Ethan laughing with him, he is so nice.
Then I feel a hand on my arm.
It was Grayson.
I got shivers when he grabbed my arm.
He took me near him and wishpered
"I forgot to tell you that Ethan actually knows everything...you know I can't hide it from him, it was too important for him not to know" he said with a worried expression.
"Don't worry about it, that's fine, he is your brother" I said giving him a warm smile.
"you're the best person I have ever met, Hailee" Grayson said looking into my eyes.
I don't know why, but I just didn't have words on my mouth, I was just able to stare into his brown eyes.
I wanted to grab his face and smash my lips against his...I couldn't.
"everything's okay?" he asked.
"yeah, I just...I just don't know what to say" I said looking down
"you look beautiful Hailee" he said caressing my arm.
"you look handsome, Grayson, maybe more than that" I said looking back into his eyes.
He smiled.
We were in the middle of everyone, staring into each others eyes, until Ethan reminded us that it was not the right place.
"Guys, I know you love each other, but as I know you have to keep this secret, I want to remind you that this is not the right way" he said smiling
"You're right E, thank you for the advice" Grayson said smiling
"Everytime..." Ethan says back.

We stared at each other again
"let's go, maybe it is better" I said smiling
"yeah, maybe"he looked down
" We will talk later, maybe, when we will leave to take something to drink for everyone" I reassure him
"yes, please, I want to be with you"
"Me too,let's go now."
I started walking away from him, in order to reach the others, but Grayson grabbed my wrist saying
"I know I already said this, but holy shit, you're beautiful"
I look into his eyes and I realize that he is making it hard for me to not kiss him...I just can't resist it.

I look behind back to see if someone was looking at us, and since no one was, I placed a soft kiss on his lips and left before him, in order to finally reach the others.