My Philophobia G.D.

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That's why I gave him that manuscript.

He'll understand,one day...

"Don't ask me why,please!you'll understand"I say kind of regretting to have done what I just did in this exact moment.

He frowns his eyes but doesn't say anything.

"Will you stay here so we can have dinner together?or better,sleep here?"he asks putting the paper in a book and coming in front of me,brushing his fingers through my hair.

"No,I wuold love to but firat of all yesterday you just bought what you needed for yesterday and you have to go shopping again, second of all I want to see how Jack is doing,thirs of all I need to clean the house,it it a total mess and I also want to get a shower"I say smiling"I also think that Ethan wants to get back home but feels uncomfortable"

"So first of all, we can go buy food or order pizza or even go out ofr a dinner,second of all,as I said,I can go pick Jack up and he can stay hgere with us,thirs of all I have three bathrooms in my house and 4 showers,are they enought for you?"he talks in a joking way "Do yoy think it is enough for you?mmm?"he pushes himself towards me in order to steal a kiss from me.

"I'll stay here with you but I'll go home before dinner"I say.

"No let's eat here and you can leave?"

"Why don't we eat at mine and you can stay with us for the night,you'll sleep in mhy bed for the second time.Don't forget tha Jack wants to see you"he looks at me and a big smile is drawn on his lips.

"That sounds so beautiful"he laughs.

"I know right"I say back.

"Okay,but I want us to have dinner here,at least we can be together even a little bit more"he tries another time.

"Uuugh okay than"he smiles, just like when you give a kid his favourite toy.

"Great,what do you want to do now? Order pizza or go buy everything I need ?"

"Let's buy everything I need so when I leaveI don't have to make sure you eat everyday."

"Great"he sists on the edge of his bed taking my hand,pulling me towards him in order to sit on his lap.He looks up at me and smiles.

"Let's get rady to leave then!"he says.

"Czn you go alone?I'll wait for you here,if that's fine"

"Yeah, of course you can stay.As long as you don't leave while I am out there alone.Promise that!"

"I don't promise anything to anyone usually but I know that you won't leave if I don't,so okay,I promise I won't leave"I laugh pecking his lips.+

"Will you help me write a list of what I have to buy while I take a shower because I smell so bad"he asks with his gripping on my thigh.

"Of course"I say kissing him again.He closes his eyes asking me to kiss him more.I stop him by putting my finger over his lips.

"What if you get a shower and shave your beard while I write what you need to buy?"I say loking into hus deep eyes.H e kisses my finger and a smile removing my finger and caressing his beard.

"You don't like my beard?" he jokes pretending to be offended.

"I do,I just don't like how it scrantches my face,it also tickles me"I laugh.

"I'm not gonna kiss you if you don't shave"

"Oh,I am shaving my beard right now"I laugh and he kisses me before running towards the bathroom.

"Gray,wait.Where can I see what you need to buy?".He showes me the room and asks me for asnother kiss before leaving.

"You're so cute"I say not wanting him to hear what I just said.

"I know I am"he screams before entering the bathroom.

I go to the room Grayson showed me and I start writing on a piece of paper what he misses here.After 10 minutes I make sure I wrote everything and take my phone,sit on the sofa and waitr for Grayson to come back.He is still in the shower and he has been there for already 30 minutes.I scroll through my instagram home page and a tweets pops out on my screen.

*Hailee and Grayson:together at Jimmy's*

There was a photo of me and Gray buying stuff at the store.

"Oh fuck"I say.Now people are going to start drama about this and I don't really want that.I want to keep these beautifyl moments for me and Grayson.I turn off my phone refusing myself to think about it.After 20minutes Gray finally comes out of the bathroom."I took yo.."I stop talking when i turn my head to se his naked body with only a white owel wrapped around his hips.

Oh My Holy Water.

He's sooo bresthtaking.I mean, I already knew he was and is still,but damn God was I ready for this? Well ,I think I was not.

"You like what you see,don't you?"he smirks.                                                                                                                             

"Mmmmm...I...Yeah,well how can't I?"I say remembering that I was nearly drooling.

H elaughs and walks into his dressing room,closing the door behind him.h etotally made my eyes feel happy.h e gets dressed and I see him coming towards me ,sitting near me on the sofa.He rests his hea on my chest and I feel my,or better,his sweater getting wet.My mind starts rravelling and I remeber that last night I woke up and felt his perfume on me.The sweater was on my nose and his smell was so good.H e had his head buried in my neck and his arm wrapped around my waist.It felt so special.

I feel my chest getting eevry minute more wet."Gray your hair is dripping on my sweater.It is soaking2

He stands up and starts shaking his head,making the drops of water fall from his hair to my face."Heeyyyyy,Gray"I scream covering my face with the sweater sleevees that were too big for me.He stops and removes my hands that were protrcting my face.He wraps his fingers around my wrist.my eyes are still closed and I feel his sweet lips on mine.After a kiss his toungue meets my lips and asks me to open my mouth for his toungue to taste mine.Just like the first time he did it.

It is so beautiful,how he knows how to control everything,he is so respectful, even when he kisses me.Maybe he doesn't pay attention to that but his way odf treating me is so special that makes me feel like he wants me to approve what he wants to do with me.We ended up in a make out session but the sound of a phone interrupts us."AAAAH"Gray complains.

"Pick it up"I say getting my hands down on his abs.

"Absoloutly not,keep on kissing me.I don't care"he says pushing into me.

"Come on,maybe somebody needs you"

"Not like you do"he jokes with a smirk on his lips.

"yeah, of course"I push him.

"UUUUGH"he walks to the other side of the room,takes the phone and looks at me."It's Ethan"than looks at me and back at the screen.

He puts the loud speaker on and answers.

*What do you want Ethan?*he asks rudely.I look at him"Don't be so rude"I reproach him."I was kissing you"he wishpers to me.

*So rude*Ethan answers through the phone*I'll stay at Bryant's tonight too*

*Great I'm happy*

*Yeah,sure,I knew that*

*Okay I have to go.I have a lot of things to do,bye*

*Of course you have,USE PROTECTION*Ethan screams ending the call.

I blush,reminding of when Gray told me Ethan wuold've done that too.

"I was right when I told you he wuold've done that too"