My Philophobia G.D.

13

Gary's POV.
It's nearly 1:00 am.
Me and Hailee left the sunset cliff about an hour ago.
It's kind of far from my house.
My thoughts never left her lips,my head keeps flying on only the thought of what I felt when my lips crashed against hers.
I'm in my car, the lights of the road pass over ot, creating a flash effect, while I'm thinking about the beautiful moment I just had.
I wish I never left her.
People are walking down the road, my head is still remembering how I felt,and I am wishing to find her face on someone on these roads.
But I know I won't, at least not now.

Hailee's POV.
I honestly don't know how I feel now.
Or at least I do know, but is something that I can feel, but not explain.
Is that feeling that you want so hard to explain in words but is impossible.
That feeling that you start to express but is stopped by many other feelings that makes it difficult to say, or even to understand.

What is going on with what I feel Grayson?

(30 minutes later...)

I enter the house and Romeo and jack are watching a cartoon on TV.
When they hear the door close they turn around and Romeo rushes to me.

"Hailee, you scared the flip out of me." he said hugging me.
Jack comes near me and hands his arms out for me to grab him. I do that, and while he wraps his legs around my waist I hug him.
I don't know why, but I felt this hug more than any other hug that he gave me before.
"Don't get used to this, but, I missed you today" he says and I feel him smiling on my neck, still with his little arms wrapped around my neck.
"I missed you too, baby, I missed you too" I say, and look at Romeo.
"okay it is pretty late, so lets go to bed, okay?"
He nods and starts getting upstairs.
While he wears his pijamas I prepare his bed,cause one thing that you need to know about my little brother, is that, before he goes to bed, he wants to be sure he has as many pillows as possible.
"okay, so are you ready?" I ask him rubbing my fingers through his hair.
"yes, but can I ask you something?"
"of course you can! What is it?"
"I want you to stay with me, at least until I fall asleep"
"of course I can!!" I say, as I get under the blankets with him.
He wraps his little arm around my waist, and puts his head on my chest,and wishpers "I love you"
I know that maybe you might think that is normal hearing these words from my brother, but trust me, he isn't the type of kid that says 'I love you' everytime, this is rare.
"I love you, Jack" I say kissing his head.
Not even after 10 minutes, he was already sleeping,he must have been really tired waiting awake with Romeo.

I leave the bed, trying to not wake him up.

I walk down the stairs and see Romeo drinking his frappucino.
"hey, Hailee. Did Jack fall asleep?" he asks while taking a sip form his drink.
"yeah, pretty soon" I say giving him a weak smile.
I am really tired, but still feeling this was a fantastic day...thanks to Grayson I think!!

Gray's POV.
I enter the house and walk to my room, near Ethan's one.
"oh, hey Gray I thought you disappeared" he says smiling.
"you wish, but no, still here" I say laughing.
"yupp, where were you?" he asks coming in my room.
I fall in my bed, not minding what he just asked me, I just watch the ceiling, and keep on thinking about Hailee.
Wow, I am not used to this feeling.
I hear Ethan's voice again.
"Earth to Grayson?? I asked you the same question 3 times bro, what is going on with you?" he says laughing.
I stand on my elbows and just look at him with a smile on my face.
He looks confused, but just watching my face he starts understanding something.
"NO, you didn't, wait, wait, wait, wait.
Don't freaking tell me you were with her!?" he says with his wide open eyes.
I know Hailee asked me to not tell anyone, but I can't hide it to him, I just have to tell him.
I cover my face with my hands, just like a kid, like an exited kid that is happy.
"Yes, I was!" I say smiling.
"OH MY FREAKIN GOD."he screams
I think he is waiting me to tell him everything, but I am not saying anything.
"Aren't you gonna tell me what happened, come on, I am more exited than you, don't you see that?"he says.
I have to admit it, I never saw Ethan this exited, I mean talking about things like this.
"Well, relax, before" I say laughing "uhmm, where do I start? Mmmm... she kind of called me because Jack wanted to play with me and so I went to her house, after a bit she left the house, and well I noticed she didn't feel good. From the moment she left we didn't hear about her for about 3 hours and we kind of got scared, she didn't answer our calls, our messages and when I tried to call again, for the last time before going out to search het,well, she answered and I asked her where she was and she told me.
I decided to reach her, I wanted to talk about everything. What I felt and everything you already know, and be honest with her.
Well I found her, and she was crying... I went there to talk to her, but things didn't go as planned,so here we are. "
I say nervously,smiling,and making him understand something.
He stands up from my bed and just looks at me.
" Wait,you are trying to say that you two kissed with that, aren't you?"he says exited.
I nod smiling.
"WHAT DA FLIP, NOOOOO.Are you kidding mee?" he says smiling
"I can't believe it I am so happy for youuu" he says and takes my hands in order to get me out of bed and hug me.
"I am more than you, trust me" I say, hugging him back.

Honestly, I have told Ethan about some girls that I have been with in the past, but he has never been this happy.
I assume he likes Hailee.

Hailee's POV.
Romeo wanted to talk to me, about everything that has been going through.
We talked about everything,at least everything but him.
Is not that I don't want to tell him about what happened, but I just feel like I just have to keep this to myself, at least till I figure out what is really going on.
I took advantage of this moment to talk to him about Angelica too, and maybe try to help her and him both, so they can make up everything.

It is now 3:15 am.
I feel exausted, and I need to get some sleep.
I offer to Romeo to stay the night here, and he does.

I am taking all the peluches away from my big bed, in order to go sleep.
While I am doing that, a message in my phone's screen pops up.
I take it and I read Grayson's name
*are you okay? *
I smile about the though he wants to make sure everything is okay
*yes, I was just going to bed. You? *
I answer back.
*me too. I wanted to ask you just one thing*
I honestly don't know what it could be.
*go ahead*
*did you regret it? *
When I read the message, I realize that I don't reagreat it, not even a little, and I never will,I only loved it in the way it was and would never change anything about that.
I love the idea of him worring about what I feel, that's something no one ever did before, apart my cousin and Romeo.
*trust me Grayson, I would never regret kissing you.* I type on my screen smiling.
I see on the screen that Grasyon is typing but my eyes get heavy and I fall asleep...