My Philophobia G.D.

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Hailee's POV.

Grayson went home and me and Jack decide that it was time to start cleaning the house...it was a complete mess.

It was nearly 5 pm. and I was planning on going to take a shower because tonight there's gonna be a party at Aaron's .(Aaron is a dj,lol). I was trying to choose the outfit that I will wear tonight before going to take a shower...when, suddenly, I heard the door downsatirs open.I didn't know who it was so I decided to go downstairs slowly,hoping that the person that entered the house couldn't hear me.When I was able to see who it was I rushed downstairs yelling and hugging my beautiful and cute and sweet and lovely cousin.

"My loveeee,I didn't know you were coming!!!!!OMG,I am so happy."I scream jupping on her and hugging her tight. "Heyyyy,I know,I just wanted to surprise you and,apparently,it worked.How are you"she asked hugging me back.
"I'm good,and really happy that you are back home! You can't even understand how different this house was without you."I said unwrapping my hands from around her.
"This is the best homecoming hahahaha!where is Jack by the way?" she asked looking upstairs.
"Oh he just went at my brother's home because I have to take a shower and get ready...there's a party tonight,you know,the one I talked you about.And now that you are here you'll come,aren't you?" I asked her making a puffy face.
"Yupp,why not...I'm taking a shower and we will get ready"she said smiling and making me happy.

We were going upstairs and before she was able to go into her room ,she stopped "Oh,Hailee...mmmhhh have you talked with Grayson?"she asked with a grin on her face.
"Kylie,you can't even understand how many things happened"I said closing my door and locking it.I heard Kylie knoking hardly on the door and begging me to open it and tell her everything.I just laughed and got into the shower.

I got out of the shower ,put on a pair of underwear,bra and decided to wear Grayson's shirt...he left it here because he said that he wanted me to feel him near me when he wasn't able to be here.

Now I had to decide what to wear so I decided to ask Kylie if she could help me... "Kylieeeee"I screamed reaching her room."Haileeeeee"she answered back. When she opened the door I was standing,right there,in front of her with that shirt.She scanned me up and down with her eyes wide open..."OH MY GOD Hailee,no, you didn't..." I cut her before she could even say what she was thinking
"No I didn't sleep with Grayson...at least not in the way you think"I said. She smiled and said
2"Okay,now you'll tell me everything,specifically ,that you didn't tell me all this time".
"Of course,but don't get mad at me... I just didn't want to bother you.You were so busy and I didn't want to put more pressure on you"I said.
"Okay now just go ahead"she said impatiently.

I told her everything and she was so happy to know every detail of the "story".

Kylie looked at me like she was watching a movie and quietly siad:"Honestly I think that Grayson will be the one who will make you change your mind about believing in love".I looked at her...I didn't know what to say.I was afraid of what I was feeling.

After talking and knowing how Kyile spent her weeks away, we got ready and right in the moment that I locked the door, a call from Gray showed on my screen.
"Hey,Grayson" I said making sure I had everything in my purse.
"Hey,Hailee where are you?"he asked...I don't know how but, I felt like he was smiling while talking.
"I am leaving the house with Kylie,we are going at Aaron's party tonight...I forgot to tell you"I said ,hoping he would come.
"Oh,fine I was planning on asking if you and Romeo would've like to come there...but you're going so I guess we will see eachother there"he said.
"Actually I was planning on calling you but,yes,we will see at the party, I guess"I said unsure of something.
"Okay,see ya later" he said.I said goodbye to him too and hanged up the phone.

AT THE PARTY

I got into the house with Kylie and,wow,there were so many people. I saw Aaron getting ready with his stuff and left Kylie with her friend Elle in order to go talk to him. "Heyyyyyyy,Aaron Carpenterrrr,where have you been?" I said while trying to sing the song of Rihanna,joking.
"Haileeee Steinfelddddd I've been here ,where have you been?"he said hugging me.
"Same places"I said hugging him...it felt nice seeing him again,he has been one of the sweetest guy I met here in LA.
"I'm waiting for the music " I said looking at him while I started walking away, trying to reach Kylie, after she called me.

I am waiting to see Grayson around and the more time passes the more I need to see him.I really don't know what is going on with myself...after I knew Grayson I just can't stop thinking about him and being happy but, when I miss him I feel kind of sad.I really hate this feeling...I don't want to let my feelings depend on him.

Some people around me offered me to drink something...but as much as I want to drink,sometimes,I just can't.Not after everything I did to stop drinking.

When I refused another drink, I turned my head and saw Grayson's smile.God this was the prettiest thing I've seen at this party.I looked at him and as he was turning his head,nearly looking at me,I was grabbed from a hand and felt my lips attached to other lips.

I know whose lips were those...Cameron's.

I pushed him away.I looked at Grayson and he looked back at me...his eyes were full of hurt.I could see that. "Hailee,did you miss me?" Cameron said grabbing my face and kissing me again. "What the hell are you doing?" I said "I am just kissing my girlfriend"he said with a grin on his face. I didn't even answer him...I looked at Grayson and as soon as our eyes met he shaked his head and left.

I knew that everything just went to hell...now Grayson thinks that Camerion is my boyfriend. Fuck that is not true...I only want Grayson.

I looked at Cameron ,"go to hell!" I said starting to run after Grayson. As I was leaving, Ethen looked at me,his eyes were full of anger.

I was outside .I saw Grayson openig the door of his car.I started running while screaming his name but he closed the door and left,giving gas to the car.

Fuck...