"People often tell me that I have the gift to make anybody forget about their problems and I wonder why I can't do that to myself. Often I feel as though I'm not seen, but that's what I want isn't it? Not being seen that way nobody truly learns to care for me because I already have so many people who would die for me and I'm scared that one day I'll attempt to end my pain and fail and be pitted and stared at like a freak for the rest of my life. My emotions are so strong and it terrifies me. I'm often asked why I'm not dating anyone and my first thought is that I don't believe I'm worth dating. I find myself pitying myself more and more and the disbelief I feel that i let myself fall this far, that my self worth has deteriorated so much and it scares me because I'm afraid of what I'll let myself do if I've let myself fall this far who knows what I'll do next."
-L
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PoetryThoughts, feelings and moments of my past, present and future written down. I can't say much but I like to think that they're goodish. You and I, we're an ocean of love and hatred. A land of chaos and peace, a battle that we're losing with love and...
